milly loves.

my university life

2012-02-07T01:48:00.000+08:00

its now already 1 month into my 2nd sem of university,
and honestly, im not enjoying it at all!:(

apart from the study being super independent,
(and i mean super, the tutors are super useless!-.-)
i guess another factor would be that up till nw,
i hardly find any genuinely close friends :(
firstly in engin, its like all guys-.-
not to mention, 80% are china people whom i can make friends with, but not close friends.
and when im like one of the very few singaporean girls in my tutorial, that makes it very little girls for me to make friends with.

not to mention when the other fews, i somewhat find them..weird.
one is like super annoying, another is super arrogant..
or mayb im just being mean, but i honestly cant find a normal and nice girl to make friends with.

oh, and apart from the fact that everyone just disperses right after lesson ends!
so basically, we're just accompanying each other during tutorials and thats it.
honestly sucks~:(
i guess another factor would be cause i missed all orientation camps (for both my hall and engin school) such that i hardly know anyone.
even people in my hall, they are always stuck together with their orientation group that its so hard to even try to join in you know?

of cos its not to the extent where i know no one at all,
friends yes i do have, but they just feel so superficial and untrue.
at least none that i feel i can make great friend with up till now.:/

oh actually i did make rather good friend with my roomie last semester, but sadly,
she withdrew from her course last year and now i got a new room mate,
an indo, meaning this room which we share, is like her "house" in singapore, where she's here everyday.
thats not the point,
the point is that, she's super SUPER dirty and messy!
she doesnt even bother to sweep her side of the floor when i can visually see that it is SUPER DIRTY AND DUSTY!
up till the extent where i couldnt stand it,
i tried to subtly hint it to her by telling her that she could borrow my broom if she needs it.
the next dat i saw her using her feet trying to sweep the stuffs on her floor to one side (which formed like a whole fur ball!:O ) and took the chance to suggest her to use my broom again, and so she did and finally swept ONCE.
and that, was the first and last time i saw up till now.-.-

also, she like talks super loudly whenever she's facetime-ing her boyfriend!
there was once when i thought she was talking to him right outside my room,
and it was super super loud, such that i could not tolerate anymore.
but when i went out to go to the pantry,
i realised that she wasnt right outside my room,
instead she was a level downstairs!:O
my gosh! it is that loud okay! i can hear her every word distinctively and yet she's downstairs?!:O
imagine that!

oh and since i cant stand her lifestyle, i obviously am not really friends with her.
anyways i seldom see her, since she leaves the hall super early every morning for internship and sleeps super early at night (which affects my study as she offs the lights so early too)

really super miss my old roomie, we both have such similar living habits, was a joy to live with her.

well anyways,
im just here to rant about how i kinda hate my uni life.
the subjects are rly tough to handle too, but i shan't get into that.
i've got lessons early tmr morning, so im going to get going to sleep already.

oh and today was the last day of cny,
my favourite festive of all times,
but now its over,sobs!:(
really hope it comes by real soon again!^^
happy cny everyone!:D

ohoh! and btw, one of the electives now that im taking is malay language,
which i think is kinda cool, knowing another language!:D
really hope i can grapse it well and in time for my examinations!:P

2011-08-23T00:53:00.001+08:00

& that is my new love!<33
super sleek, super chio and super classy new lappie of mine!yays!^^
heehee!

only constant in life is change!:)

2011-08-20T00:14:00.000+08:00

since my last blog posts, there have been quite afew changes in my life.
firstly, im back from my hongkong trip already and it was a really tiring yet nice trip to be in!^^
well i shall not get into that detail yet, at least not now!:P

ok so, i have officially started my uni life and began schooling in NTU!^^
im also staying in the hostel there and im super loving my hostel room!:)
its hall 15 and its the newer rooms which looks like a chalet to me!^^
nice clean with pretty colours, PINK WITH WHITE!xP
bed's rather hard, but overall, its great place to be in!:)
best of all,im away from all the naggings of my mum to slp at 12 am blah blah blah!:P
my roomie's called yan hao and she's a really nice girl!:)
we are able to click rather well and its awesome!^^

as for school,
my first week was rather busy for me as i had like tonnes of lecture notes and tutorials to catch up on,
the lecturers teaches so fast in lecture that i'll have to re-read all the notes on my own in my free time.
not to mention i had to get use to the school surrounding and understand the way the school functions with the add drop sessions, finding out where my lessons venues are and what buses to take from one point to another of the uni.
well, after 1 wk of school, im pretty much set in and more familiarised already,
managed to catch up with my school work too, but when i finally cleared the stuffs i needed to do,
there was a whole other batch that came in for the next week!:P
ya well, thats my school life for now.
oh yes, and i finally made more friends today!
basically the only way to make friends are in your tutorial classes and all along there were like so many people around,especially china scholars which i can totally not click with, so it was rather hard, also when the girls were like seated diff places due to entering lessons at diff times.
but today, all the china students had some other thing to attend to, so in our tutorial class, there was only singaporeans and perhaps 1 or 2 other country ppl, so it was a great chance to make friends and we did!^^
and im glad, else abit sad in uni if no friends around uh!:P haha
but the thing is that my course is like majority guys uh!:P
anyways, so thats all about my life for studying in uni so far after 1 week!:)

and here's another good news,
I FINALLY PASSED MY DRIVING TESTS!
BASIC THEORY, FINAL THEORY AND NOW PRACTICAL.
I AM OFFICIALLY A LICENSED DRIVER!woohooo!^^
and my 2nd bro was my very 1st passenger just now.
and here's the funny part!:P
i was sending him home from my grandmum house at jalan kayu to my house which is like a 5-10 mins drive?
every thing was going fine when half way through,
my bro went "ehh! you never pull down hand break luh! its at half break!"
and i went ohh no!:( fail sia!:P
but thats not all!
when i reached outside of my house,
both me and my bro realised something at the same time:
I DID NOT TURN ON MY HEAD LIGHTS!
it was rather dark but i forgotten to on it through the whole trip when it was already 8!:P
LOL
so, NOW, who would still like to have a ride from me?
let me know, but be cautioned, your life is at risk!xP hahahaha

ok so here's a bad news,
my com jus betrayed and disappointed me!:(
i brought my lappie home from my hostel just now,
and apparently my lappie had a slight knock in the car jus now,
but i thought it wasnt a big deal as it was i a cushioned laptop cover.
but i was so wrong!:(
my lappie's screen now is like dead!
when i turn on my lappie,
i can hear my lappie loading and starting up,
but all i see is,
a blank screen and my own reflection!:(
boohoo!
my dad's so gonna kill me!:(
i do wish to get a new lappie, but i dont wanna lose my data in my lappie!:P
honestly, my lappie should be able to fix luh, though i want a new lappie,lol.my lappie is lyk freaking heavy please!:(

oh in case you guys wondering how im able to post this,
its cause im using my big bro's new macbook!
he recently bought a new desktop in his room, and now he got a lappie! what is this man!
waste money only he~
this mac book should be given to me dont you guys agree!hahahaha
just kidding~:P

yupps, thats about it, i should get back to my work and sleep soon,its been a tiring week for me!:)

My recent life update!^^

2011-07-13T19:43:00.002+08:00

opps, its been some time since i last blogged again i guess?:P

well, i just checked and realised that i do not have to do the QET(qualifying english test) for NTU.

thank god!^^

firstly cause i be away in hongkong on the testdate, and it'll be trouble if i cant make it,

2ndly, cause i am thinking of taking a language course there, and the criteria is to not have to have english module, so having to be exempted from QET naturally exempts me from english modules too!^^

well, honestly, i am pretty excited for school to start!^^

i wonder how uni life would be like,

how it feels like to be back writing..and... thinking..HAHA!xD

which by the way i think my brain's like half decomposed!xP

oh yes,

and last saturday i met up with my jc clique!^^

we went to mindcafe and boy was it super packed and noisy!xP

but it was great meeting the army guys again after some time!:D

they just ended their BMT and dispatched into different camps now!:)

hmm..what else..oh yes, recently i've been to chinatown people's park centre cause one of my friend reccomended me that there were like pendants and stuffs sold there,

so went to take a look after my NTU medical checkup.

well, i was actually looking for eiffel tower pendants, but i couldnt really find nice ones,

but on the other hand i found really pretty colourful alphabet beads,

similar to those sold at "GIFT A NAME"

just that i had to piece it all together and it was cheaper, and it's prettier!^^

cause its in pretty pink!:D

i'll post up photos in awhile!:)

oh yes, talking about NTU medical checkup,

my travelling time down is longer then the medical check up itself,

not to mention another trip back home!:(

i'm kinda looking forwards to getting a hostel and staying there,

to save me from all the LONG travel trips, and also,

it's a good chance for me to get some well deserved freedom, away from my parents!:)

for some reason, no idea why, but my grandma keeps encouraging me to stay in hostel though,

she keeps saying that i'll be able to focus more like that,

no idea how that idea comes about, but i'll take it!^^

oh yes, and i've been into watching gossip girls lately.

guess who reccomended me!:D

my 2nd bro.

yes, bro as in BROTHER, MALE older sibling!xP

infact, he chionging the series way more intensed then me!HAHAA

but no i dont think that makes him gay or anything,

it's basically just stories of american's typical dramatic school life, which is pretty nice to watch btw!:)

oh and yesterday,

BFF and i were looking through some necklaces over ebay and we both ordered 2 necklaces for ourselves each.

oh come on, it's really pretty, dont say we're spendthrift!xD hehe

anyways, we arent going to spend much anymore since our school's going to start real soon!

but before that,

it's HONGKONG trip for me!

yes its alittle late, but its my first time going there!

so yay!hopefully it'll be fun!

i'll be going with my 2nd bro and dad on the 30th june.

we'll be going to disney land there if im not wrong!^^

but yes, i will be going to miss orientation and ven 1st day of actual schooling!:(

but i have no choice, this trip was planned when we were set that i was going to SIM and that school only starts on 22nd of aug,

it'll be a waste of money to not go isnt it!:(

for this, i also couldnt get to go for the ntu sports camp which i initially got chosen to participate in too!:(

its okay, hopefully this hk trip will be worth it!^^

ps. IM SO GLAD MY ENGIN BLOCK IS SUPER SUPER NEAR TO MY BESTIES'S!

both BFF and my girlfriend are in business school there and its just across a super small street!^^

yay!<3

mini gathering at bff's place!^^

2011-07-05T16:08:00.000+08:00

ok so i am now at BFF's house using her new lappie which i super love the keypad!!^^
and yes bff,i agree,ur lappie is lighter then the usual, i jus realised!:P hehe!
anyways, this mini gathering here is supposed to be for mahjong and well, me being a non-mahjong player,
wasnt really interested, but i still decided to drop by here awhile to see the botak guys!:)
haha
well right now barry and brendon are busy playing mahjong with liyan and jo whereas shixun is beside me using his own lappie!
as for kel..apparently he has fever and decided to go enjoy sleeping on his dear girlfriend's bed!:P haha!

ok my tuition's gonna start soon so i have to get going soon!:)
but before that, i'll TRY to post a photo using liyan's webcam!:)

ok.sry!i have no idea how to do that!:P
we'll just try to take some photos the next time we meet,
which is sometime this week if im not wrong!;)

ps.
its great meeting these bunch of guys!
its a pity sam and christ isnt round!:(

2011-07-05T12:10:00.000+08:00

Pencil: I’m sorry.
Eraser: For what? You didn’t do anything wrong.
Pencil: I’m sorry because you get hurt because of me. Whenever I made a mistake, you’re always there to erase it. But as you make my mistakes vanish, you lose a part of yourself. You get smaller and smaller each time.
Eraser: That’s true. But I don’t really mind. You see, I was made to do this. I was made to help you whenever you do something wrong. Even though one day, I know I’ll be gone and you’ll replace me with a new one, I’m actually happy with my job. So please, stop worrying. I hate seeing you sad.
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I found this conversation between the pencil and the eraser very inspirational. Parents are like the eraser whereas their children are the pencil. They’re always there for their children, cleaning up their mistakes. Sometimes along the way, they get hurt, and become smaller / older, and eventually pass on. Though their children will eventually find someone new (spouse), but parents are still happy with what they do for their children, and will always hate seeing their precious ones worrying, or sad.
All my life, I’ve been the pencil. And it pains me to see the eraser that is my parents getting smaller and smaller each day. For I know that one day, all that I’m left with would be eraser shavings and memories of what I used to have.
This is to all the parents out there.

this is really touching and i teared upon reading it even though i cant say my relationship with my parents is all that great,
but i do know, whatever they do, its what they think, its the good of me,
even though i do not agree with the way they go about doing it.

double happiness!^^

2011-07-04T20:24:00.000+08:00

okok, joanna asked me not to leave my last post as a sad post so i shall post now while i wait for my dinner to be ready!xP haha
what my blog title suggests isnt what happened today actually!:P
it was on..hmm..i forgot which day!:P
well basically why it was double happiness was cause during that period of time,
i kept looking forward to something in the letterbox for me.
2 things actually.
one was my blackberry white housing, and also hoping to receive an acceptance letter from NTU with regards to my appeal to enter engineering.
on this very day,
when i went home, i saw a package on the table and specified to me.
and i was sure it was my white berry housing!
i excitedly took it upstairs to my room and immediately changed the housing!:D
so yes, right now, i have a white black berry, or shall i say, white berry!^^
hehe!after i was done with my phone, i turned it back on and i received a message..
well, apparently, it was NTU INFORMING ME OF MY ACCEPTANCE!^^
gosh i was seriously so happy!:D
hmm, yes it may not be the no.1 choice of course for me,
but well, at least its in a really reputable uni right?
it did take me quite long to make a decision whether to accept this course or not,
but yes i ultimately did and i will work hard to pull through!:D
so yes,that's my double happiness day!xD hehe!

awaken to reality.

2011-05-26T22:59:00.000+08:00

& yes i literally woke up to reality today!:(:(
cruel fateful reality!:(:(
i was having a nice time having my afternoon nap today,
cause i woke up early just to catch american idol finale live results show!:P
anyway, as i was saying..
when i woke up and still in a state of blur-ness...
my bro pointed to me an envelop and said..
"nah! ur letter.."
when i havent even register what he said.. he continued:
"...from ntu!.."
AND IT WAS WHEN I FULLY REGISTERED AND UNDERSTOOD WHAT IT WAS!
it was a white small envelop and not a brown A4 sized one that im looking forward to..
and my instant reaction was "wah lao~~!" :(:(:(
urrgh!
i should just continue to sleep on and never wake up right!
LOL
urrgh!
anw im going to still send in my appeal letter to both NUS and NTU.
hopefully they'll give me one chance!:(
whoever sees this, helping me pray and hope that they accept me!i need all the prayers and wishes made for me to get into it.
though i know, chances are really low!:(

but i am still super touched by my Civics tuitior, mr dennis lim!:D
love him to the max man!
not only was he concerned over me when i got my results and even purposely msged me to ask how i was,
he also gave me advices to other alternatives that i can take,
and now, when i asked him to hlp me write referral letter for my appeal case,
he explained to me that it may not be useful considering they already have a letter from him when i applied,
instead, he asked me to send him a draft of my appeal essay and that he'll help me vet it!:D
so nice of him, i already bother him so much to help me write afew appraisal letter,
now he still willing to take time out and help me vet my essay when he obviously have no obligations to do so!:D
which btw, feels like im doing PW all over again,
with him "rejecting" my drafts!xD hehehe!

MY FAMILY.

2011-05-10T21:32:00.000+08:00

i have one that none will back me up.

one in which i make no difference to.

yeah, thats it.

that's my family.

Happy Mothers' Day!

2011-05-08T23:35:00.000+08:00

today is mother's day!:D
yesterday at my family gathering, there was a mini mother's day celebration where my cousin lynette bought a chocolate cake from awfully chocolate for all the mothers!:)
then my cute little cousin, clara, knowing that it's mothers' day the next day,
started getting me to do "art and craft" with her,
where she asked me to assist her in doing up a simple mothers' day card for her mum and godmum!:)
basically what she did was just draw a picture of a female, then write happy mothers' day, i love you!
standard! haha. and so, it suddenly dawn to me that i havent done up a mothers day card for my mum for years already, so i decided to be funny and do one that's similar to clara's!:P
i did it in like, 2 mins?:P
and i realsed something!
MY DRAWING HAVE NOT IMPROVED SINCE 10 YEARS AGO!
THE FEMALE FIGURE THAT I DRAW IS COMPARABLE TO CLARA'S! WHO HAPPENS TO BE 5 YEARS OLD!xP
ohh gosh! this shows im not artistic in anyway!:P

well anyways, so i went to give my mum and after seeing awhile, then she handed me back the paper!-.-
then i told her to keep it!
but i tink she thrown it away by now!:(

well anyways,
i planned to do alittle something for her afew days ago already for mothers' day!
i decided to do my very first shepherd's pie for her!
well i started making the mashed potatoes for the top last night while watching the elections results,
and did the filling this morning and gave her for lunch.
well she was appreciative of my gesture, but sadly, she only ate 1 mouth of it!:(
not cos it wasnt nice, i swear! my bros and dad all loved it!
but its cause she said the beef and cheese taste was too strong for her to take!:(
and suggested i replaced the beef with chicken next tym.

In loving memory of zhengxuan♥

2011-05-01T23:51:00.001+08:00

today, a huge group met up to visit our dear friend.
afew of us from 0924, zhengxuan's secondary school friends, and even his church friends later in the afternoon.

of course, zhengxuan's family members must have been there to visit him in the morning cause we saw nice fresh flowers at his tomb the moment we reached there, not to mentioned lit upcandles!

we went in different groups, but when i stood infront of zhengxuan's grave,

i knew for sure, he'd be so happy and contented seeing so many of us back to visit him on this day.
for him to know that he's not forgotten and still greatly missed by us.

the moment we reached the grave,
i joked to zhengxuan saying that i was his best friend cause i was the only one who remembered his grave number.
well, at least 2/3 right!:P hehe!
i remembered it was c-2, but in actual fact, its c-3-2!:P
well anyways, the whole group of us just stood there infront of his tomb and kept really really quiet and still for quite some time.
i dont really know what others were doing, probably some were saying prayers for him?
but i was "talking" to him!:)
memories of him in my life started flashing through one by one and once again, im recalled of how much he's helped and supported me in many aspects.
and at that point of time, tears started to well up in my eyes,
i miss him alot.

well after awhile, we all made our way to the shelter and just sat there to chat awhile.
i then made my way back to his tomb to check if my birthday gift for him last year was still there.
it was a keychain carved 26 aug and the triplet's names, which i got for the three of us,
in which i put on zx's grave on our birthday last yr.
but disappointedly, i couldnt find it there anymore,
and thought the care man there would probably have taken it and throw it away already!:(

well whatever it is,
im really glad i got to visit his grave today again.
and i really feel it was a great photo of him that is put up on his grave.
nice big smile!:)
makes me feel that he's doing well, whereever he is!:D

2011-04-27T17:05:00.001+08:00

In a few days time,
It's going to be 1st may.
1 year ago,I lost a friend of mine.
A very good friend.
In a blink of an eye,a year have passed already.
Yes,I've came to terms with the reality of his death many months ago,
But no doubt,every now and then,I think of him, I miss him.
I don't think anyone knows just how often I think of him and wish that fateful day never happened.
'How are you doing?'
Is a question I'll never be able to ask him again.
All I can do,is to convince myself that he's in a better place and is doing well.
He was a great friend, a helpful group member of mine.
One regret that I'll never have, is to have known him.

This sunday, a group of us will be going to visit him at his tomb during his death anniversary.
Whoever reads this, knows him, and want to tag along, let me know.:)

Not forgotten but missed.

Im not forgotten!^^

2011-04-26T12:51:00.002+08:00

hello world!:)
im back in singpore already!:D
actually it was since friday night but i have been busy
and so forgot about updating my blog.
infact, i kinda forgot about my blog, until when i was on the way home from tuition yesterday,
suddenly i received a message from my friend who was so surprised that my blog is finally updated that he messaged me!HAHA.
it was seriously hilarious, his reaction.
well, so since i have such great fans around who still bothers to come back even though my blog have been dead for months, i shall continue to blog!:D
heehee,like i said, it makes my day knowing that people actually still remembers and bothers to visit my blog!
at least im not forgotten right!^^

and i shall dedicate this post to my no.1 fan, bao qing tian!xD HAHAA!

In the dark, we'll feel the light; it warms our hearts.

2nd day in genting!

2011-04-20T22:32:00.000+08:00

its my 2nd day in genting and i must say, it is still rather not bad so far!:)
well last night after going back into my room, i continued watching my series show that i brought.
know what show im watching!?:p
Im watching ???? again!
yes, after like 10 years!:P
cause i had no idea what show to bring and i remembered i bought the vcd for that show like 10 yrs ago and havnt watched it again since, so decided to watch it all over again in this trip since i'll mostly have nothing to do!:P
hehe! so i watched that show till like 1 plus and decided to go sleep already cause i didnt want to disturb my dad and grandparent's sleep!:)
throughtout the night, i woke up like every now and then probably cause i was afraid my grandparents were cold, and also cause my grandparents took turns to get up, either to the toilet,or for i dont know what other reason, basically they were just walking around here and there!:P
well, at about 8 am, apart from the fact that my grandparents were making quite an amount of noise from preparing their own breakfast, i was also awoken cause of my sinus, totally blocked my nose!:(
so i got up, blow my nose and drank milo and continued watching my show!:P
haha!
well after like 2 episodes,i went to bathe, have my breakfast,tuna bread and milo! ( part of the whole kitchen of food my grandparents brought!xD)
my dad and grandparents then said they wanted to go to the casino awhile and my dad asked me to go along to just watch and i joked that he was a bad influence to me!:P
haha but anyways i was intending to go and just take a look,
but my grandmum asked me not to, said that it wasnt good for me to even be watching!
but despite saying that, she still kept asking me if i was going along to watch!:P haha
well, i decided to just stay in the hotel to watch my show while they come back!
my dad said he'll be back in an hour to bring me for lunch while my grandparents are staying in there for a longer time.
so after watching another episode after they left for the casino,
i felt very tired, so i went back to take a nap!:P
but after sleeping for not long, they came back already,by then it was already 12.
my dad brought me to marybrown for lunch.
i must say the food in there isnt worth the money!
the portion is rather little.
but its alright. after that my dad brought me to walk at this bridge that's at higher ground that over looked the whole themepark!:)
i stood there and looked at all the rides, telling him which are the kind of rides that can literally kill me cause im too scared to even breathe when i take it!:P
hehe and my dad said i was lousy! said that the only ride suitable for me was this tram thing that was like a slow train that toured around the themepark!xP
but anyway i didnt and not intending to enter the themepark for a few reasons,
it's weird if only me and my dad enter
weird if i enter myself
the tickets are quite ex
the money may not be worth it cause i wont dare to take almost half of the rides, especially alone:/
im not so much of a themepark person

well after that we made our way to the indoor themepark!:D
my dad knew i love bumper cars since young, so the moment we entered there, my dad brought me to the adult bumper car, wanted to get me he unlimited pass for bumper car only, or just pay for each ride.
but after thinking awhile, i told him i didnt want to ride it.
cause again,it's weird to be playing it with just my dad, and i think its abit awkward to be bumping strangers!:p HAHAHA
so me and my dad stood there to watch the people play.
saw this guy who manipulated the steering wheel with only one of his hands, then i told my dad, that guy action sia~
then my dad said maybe he only has one hand leh!
but after taking a closer look, we saw the other and i told my dad he has 2!
then my dad said no luh! the other hand is fake one!
then i was like "really meh~"
and my dad replied "ya la!siao!no one in the right mind will play this with 1 hand one luh.."
and right after that statement, the game ended and the guy came out of the car swinging both of his arms!!
LOL! and my dad went "wah!he really action!"
HAHA!

after that we walke around the whole shopping mall,
honestly there wasnt much to shop, but looking at all the indoor rides,
it really brings back memories of me being there when i was young.
the rides barely changed!:)

we then made our way back to the hotel after that,
only to notice that our room door was left unlock with the metal bar thing at the top being put inbetween the door!
both me and my dad was kind of shocked and started to check through our stuffs to make sure nothing was stolen!
thankgod evrything was intact,probably the house cleaning came by and didnt remember to lock it back or something.
my dad then got me to look out the window and i got really excited,
cos i was WITHIN A CLOUD!:D
HEEHEE!really super cool!:P
soon after, my grandparents came back to the room and started opening all kinds of titbits to eat!
seriously making me FAT!:(
anyways, there were still many more passing clouds passing our window and i was really like a little kid,being so excited over it telling my granddad!:P
infact,there were so much cloud that it was just a white patch outside,couldnt see the other hotels which we usually could.
the room also got really dark due to the clouds blocking the sunlight!
it was then that my granddad told me that it was going to rain!
(words from the wise old man who comes up here once a month!:P )
well soon , i started hearing some weird sounds outside and my granddad said it was raining already!
i took a look outside and it really was and felt even more amazed!
cause it was raining and i am WITHING A RAINING CLOUD!xD
the view outside my window was still nothing but a white patch and when i looked down, i saw tons and tons of raindrops falling down.
it was a really heavy rain!
it was really cool, after awhile as the rain continued, the big white patch of clouds outside my window started to clear!:)

well,my dad mentioned about coming up here to genting to jog on certain days when we were still at singapore and asked me to bring along my running shoes and sports gear to join him
and i felt it was a great oppotunity for someone to push me to exercise, and so my dad told me this morning that we were going to go running at 5pm today.
well it was still raining at that time and we waited for the rain to cease at about 530 before we went down.
GOSH, was it FREEZING seriously!!
plus i was wearing FBT,the temperature was super low due to the rainfall just awhile ago and infact,there was still slight drizzle which made it worse.
but well we still went through it.
my dad brought me to walk down a small part of the mountain along the roads which led to this open space carpark which i guess was meant for buses,
but seems like they're going to demolish that carpark soon!:/
well anyways,it was a huge carpark in which my dad said a whole round amounts to about 450-500 m.
on the way to the carpark, my dad told me his plan for the run.
and he went...
3 rounds around the carpark,
walk one round...
then run another 3 rounds...
and walk another round..
and at this point of time, in my heart, im thinking,"ok thats enough!"
and my dad went..
and run another 3 rounds!
each time he said run 3 rounds, in my heart i was like "HUHHH!!"

i told him i wont be able to take it,considering my fitness dropped quite alot for not exercise regularly nowadays,
and he told me to walk if i cant take it anymore.
once we reached the carpark, we started our run.
and man was it super tiring, both physically and mentally!
not to mention it was freezing cold!:O

but well, i told myself to perservere on and manage to complete what my dad had set out to do!:)
and am super proud of myself at the end of it!:D
after which, my dad led me to this area where there was awesome view of all the lower mountains with clouds over them.
its like views which are usually seen on tv only!:P
it was so beautiful,and really wished i had my camera with me to take photo of it!:(
well im intending to go back there to take a photo of it one of the next few days!:)
with my sore and tired legs, i dragged myself back up the steep slope back to the top where all the hotels were.
and on the way back, my dad was telling me about running again on thurs and i told him we'll see if he can drag me out then again!:P hehe
today was a trauma!xP
but i guess i will be joining him!:)

when we came back to the hotel room, my grandparents were playing poker cards.
after me and my dad washed up,
we proceeded down for our complimentary international buffet dinner.
well we only had 2 tickets and my grandparents said they had a really full lunch,
and that they often come up and have the chance to eat it,so they offered the complimentary dinner to me and my dad.

when we entered the restaurant, they person put on this sticker tape thing on my wrist to indicate that our meal was complimentary.
it was also to prevent those without to enter.
so my grandparents couldnt join us in the restaurant and i kind of felt really guilty!

well anyways, the food in there was REALLY good with wide variety!:D
there were local delights, chinese, western,asian and japanese.
oh and AWESOME AWESOME SATAYS!:D
not forgetting a whole wide range of desserts!
COME TO THINK OF IT NOW, I FORGOT TO TAKE MY FONDUE!!!:(:(
anyways, the food, really good!
just as i was about to give up eating, my grandmum appeared at our table!
and i asked her how she managed to sneak in and she said she lied that she was finding someone!:P
so my grandma sat there and started "stealing" food on our plates and popping it into her mouth!:P
after awhile, she asked me to go outside to my granddad who was supposingly waiting for my grandmum to go back out,
to tell him that she'll eating inside and ask him to take a seat at the cafe opposite the restaurant.
when i came back in, my grandmum asked if i can slowly take off the sticker tape on my wrist so i can pass it to my granddad to use to enter and eat some food too!:P
so i tried and i must say i did a rather not bad job, considering they purposely made this zigzag thingy which was to make it obvious it its been torn out before.
when i managed to take it off,i put it into my bag,sneaked it out of the restaurant and helped my granddad put it on as though it can barely tell its been torn out!:P
i then replaced the seat at the cafe and my dad came out to join me after awhile.
then we both went to starbucks cause my dad knew i wanted to surf the net!^^

so while my grandparents continued to feast at the buffet, me and my dad stayed at starbucks.
and i must say, i feel bad and surprised at my dad's patience!
for the 2nd night in the row,
he sat patiently at the coffee place either doing somthing in his hp or just staring into space,
just to accompany me while i use the laptop and surf the net.
i told him that he could go back first but he said it was alright!:P

well that marks the end of my 2nd day and i must say,i think its rather awesome!:D
its better then expected!:P
my grandparents also have this ticket, complimentary cable car rides!
i am scared to take it, but at the same time, feel like taking it!:P
i bet the scenery is awesome!:):)
i'll probably get my dad to join me tomorrow!:D

first day at genting!:)

2011-04-18T23:07:00.000+08:00

woots, i finally arrived at genting after like 5 hours?:D
hehe.i watched serials on the car on the way up here and took a short nap in there too and poof,
i arrived at genting already!:D
as my dad drove up the genting mountain,
i was getting more and more excited as i felt the breeze and saw clouds and how we were getting higher and higher!:D
hehe!i know, its like a little kid!:P
well, when we arrived here, i followed my grandparents who made the room reservations to check in,
but apparently, instead of having 2 rooms,we were left with one cause my grandma didnt know to call in to re-confirm the booking of the 2nd room!
they dont have any other empty rooms,
and so at least for tonight, the four of us are bunking in one room!:P
i think the next few days we'll be able to have 2 rooms, but in different hotels if im not wrong!:P
SO WEIRD!:P
well, soon after we checked in, we decided to make our way down for our dinner,
which was within the casino as it was complimentary food vouchers which my dad and grandparents claimed for changing chips, $200 worth of chips for A free meal.
SO NOT WORTH~
worst still those chips cant be changed back to money unless used and won other types of chips that can be cahnged back to money value,
in other words, you'll have to spend all of that $200 worth of chips,
only thing positive is, there's a chance to win money instead of losing them all!:P
well anyways, they changed a total of $600, so we got 3 complimentary meals at this bbq place.
the food was just ordinary, but well, it was still a rather good meal with my dad and grandparents!:)
rather long singce i had a meal with my grandparents!:D
haha!
and it was really interesting looking at the people gamble at casino too!:)
my dad and granddad won some money with the little rounds that they played today too!:))
alright, its late, i should go back up to the room! :)

new blog, new start!:)

2011-04-17T17:14:00.002+08:00

i jus realised that my previous post about my blog being revived was crap!:P

it still ended up dead!:P

i decided to give my blog a whole new look and changed its blogskin!:)

i intend to change the photos at the side too, but i guess not now!:P

hopefully i'll keep this blog alive now that i've given it a new look cause i do feel keeping a blog is a rather good thing!:)

feels great to reach back my achive and be reminded of what happened then uh!:D

well tomorrow morning i'll be leaving for genting with my dad and grandparents already!:)

yes, me, the only youngster with 3 grown ups!:P

honestly, i have no idea what im going to do for the next 5 days at genting!

my dad and grandparents will most likely be busy gambling all day long!

but i decided to go on this trip solely because i wanted to go on a trip with my grandparents!

its been really long since i last did so with them!:)

zan suggested for me to go buy the tickets which will entitle me to play bumper car the whole day,

since i mentioned that i used to love it when i was young and do kinda want to play it too!:P

but playing it the whole day!?:O

haha! people will recognise me being stuck there the whole day!:P

hehe

but anyways, i havent been to genting for years,

so its a great chance for me to go back up there to see how its like up there!:D

hopefully there'll be great weather for me & i'll enjoy myself up there!:))

Ps. i know my blog's been like dead for some time and i seriously doubt anyone comes here anymore,
but it'd be great to know someone still drop by, so do leave me a comment if you happen to be around, it'll definitely make my day!:D LOVES!^^

live it like there no other way about it!

dedication post!:D

2011-01-04T23:20:00.002+08:00

THIS POST IS DEDICATED TO LIYAN,KELMOND AND AZIZAN!:D HAHAHAHA!:P

revived blog:D

2010-12-26T17:12:00.001+08:00

hi everyone!:)
im not sure who actually comes back here,
but it really doesnt matter!:)
i remember i started this blog after my Os:)
so basically this blog is so far filled with my JC memories!:))
there has been sad ones and of course happy ones!:)
to date, my JC life has ended.
it feels great to have survived such a tough period of time!
better yet, i did it with my group of friends,
during night study!:)
my BFF's best!
we 2 are like the ones who has the most perfect attendence for night study already!:)
of course, apart from studying,we've had much fun joking and playing around too!
i've got lots and lots of hilarious photos and videos of barry!haha!

well,holiday feels GREAT!
my first REAL holiday since JC!
one where i dont have to worry about the piles of homework,
the loads of tests and exams coming up!:D
i've been going out often these days,
but i havent got to met up with BFF since prom cos she's been to HK!
of cos,i have also yet to catch up with my sec sch friends and many many more!:(
haha, but with regards to shows,
i've been catching up on a whole lot though!:D
currently watching ai wu xian!
nice show:)

2010-12-25T15:01:00.002+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!:)

I SHALL TRY TO REVIVE MY BLOG FROM TODAY ON!:D HEHE

ps. DERRICK TAN YU ZHANG!:)
thank you,my godzimamason!:D

the new love of my life <3

2010-11-27T20:49:00.001+08:00

Yay!:):) my dad got me a new blackberry bold!:) thou I dint get BB plan cause I feel I won't be needing much of it!:) the
phone is seriously awesome!:D bt it's a distraction which I gotta be nonchalant to for the next 3 days!!:)

comin to the end of my torture!:)

2010-11-25T23:51:00.001+08:00

And it's 2more papers to the nd of my A lvls!
I seriously cant wait for it to end!:):)
There's just like tones and tones of things I got in Hand to do!:D hehe!

2010-11-06T02:32:00.002+08:00

Ironically,saying I forgotten about you makes me think of you.
Saying I'll let you go makes it harder then ever to really let it go.

2010-08-30T02:14:00.001+08:00

MY SUPER AWESOME 18TH!:)

my 18th started off with many bday wishes at 12am on the dot.
and 1st was my dear girlf!:D
haha..thats nt very impt anyways.
its the thoughts that count and im very thankful for everything:)

ok so the start of my awesome birthday was all those swt and nice bday wishes.
then i dozed off for the night and it next thing i knew,it was time for sch!:)
i left for school and to my amazed,
i was met with a huge and plesant surprise on the way to school!:D
what better way to start off my birthday uh!:):)
hmm,there after,i went for my 1st morning lesson.
i brought curry puff but didnt felt like eating it so i offered to shixun
he not only helped me eat it,
bt even passed me a huge bag of stuffs and said"here,trade!"
woah. super good deal uh!
a curry pull for a bag full of presents!:D hehe
then after lesson,
we headed down to the lecture hall for phys.
then i told brendon, that we should stick together,
so that eitherway,
we'll both get double the wishes,
both from his friends and mine!:D
hehe
when we entered the lt, it was pitch dark
bt suddenly someone came behind and passed me a bag and said "for you"
guess who?
SIMON!:D
haha
gosh he baked me a birthday cheesecake!:D
right after that,mathea and grace came running over
wishing me happy birthday when i could barely see their faces!:P
my girlf gave me a hug and off she went to her seat!:)

after phys,
we sat outside and shared the cheesecake that simon baked!
it was really not that bad!
except for the fact that its not frozen anymore,
its really quite good!:):)
as i was eating halfway,
a group of my ogms came running to me,
wishing me happy birthday!:D
aww,its really sweet that they actually bother:):)
haha..
after that, brendon and i went off for our geog lecture.
more birthday wishes from our friends and lessons began!:)

nth else went on until after my h1 chem lesson.
shengrong asked to meet me as he had something to pass me.
and so i did.
i got more presents!:D
yay
he made me a really nice chip and dale card:)
then after that, i went to C1,
only to see that there was ONLY brendon and i in there!
and my instant reaction to brendon was,
"BRENDON! this is not right! there's only the two of us!:O"
and we both just sat there,
then had this idea of surprising our friends instead of them surprising us,
inwhich we shall leave the room when they were expecting us to be here.
haha
but we both ended up slping anyways!
just as i was enjoying my sleep...suddenly..
"HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU...."
and when i turned,
at there door,
standing was a whole huge group of people!:O
more then i was expecting!:):)
aww,its really really swt and nice of them!:):)
joanna passed me the cake and then..i was lost.
i stared and brendon and he stared at me, while he rest of them settled into the room,
putting down their stuffs.
and i went "what am i supposed to do with this?:O"
"brendon,no one bothers abt us anymore!?"
then they got the hint and got on with cake cutting,taking out of candles and such.
kel present me with my present.
it was really swt and cute.
(not kel, but the present!:P) haha
took more photos and then it was time to eat the cake.
i held the knife while everyone else was busy with their stuffs again.
then i turned to brendon and asked"so we're suppose to cut and serve them?"
then he smiled to me and i repeated myself again in a super loud tone this time
"so we must serve them issit!?"
haha..then they started coming forth to help cut the cake and serving.
me and brendon got our cake and ate it while they started confessing to us about their lies in order to make that celebration a success!:)
and while doin so,
my dear brendon got really shocked that he dropped his cake on my presents!:P
hahaha
its hilarious.
then as we were eating,
samuel were saying stuffs like" geog students,u have lyk 6 mins to supp!"
arrgh!
then me and brendon took our stuffs and headed to geog supp for our "test"
(yes, a test on our birthday!:O)
after our geog,
we came back to the room and started crapping with one another
ok they talked.
i was busy replying all the birthday wishes smses and also reading the bday cards that i got:)
soon we set off to buy dinner and then came back,talked..
then i left when it was 8pm.
hmm...i left for family dinner.but this part wasnt that pleasant.
skip!:P
haha
that dat ended like that i guess.
but it wasnt the end of my birthday celebrations!:P
the next day,
mathea iryl goh greeted my morning with a huge board.
with our photo collage and it is srsly BEAUTIFUL!:D

that night,mathea met me at 630 and started making a fool out of me
making me run around as thou i was in some amazing race competition!:O
HAHA
gosh i swear i was lost at the last part!:P
haha
anyways..she gave me afew more surprises and
man, was it a super pleasant one!:D
haha
there after, wad happened is meant to be kept secret!:)

on 28th,
i met liyan and kel at bishan mrt's macs for lunch and to buy our teacher's day gifts for our teacher,
just as i was eating,
some of the badminton peeps were there and i was ttly shocked
all i could say was "oh my god!"
cause i really wasnt expecting it!:):)
they sang bday song really loudly and i had to serve them cakes.
then a staff frm macs suddenly came forward and asked for e birthday girl.
then gave me a free sunday icecream!:)
oh,
the badminton peeps also got me a super huge bday card which is really funny and pretty!:D

yup thats practically the end of my 18th!:D
its really nice and awesome!:D

gosh im dozing off alr.
pardon me if there's mistakes up there

click here for more bday photos:)

2010-08-20T02:09:00.001+08:00

some random thought that came to mind:)

life's not a game;where you can simply go on a restart.

anyways,
i guess my blog will be rather dead till As?:/
doubt anyone free to come around much anyways
at least im not free to:O
i've like a million and one things to do!:X
promise this blog will come back to life after As!
and im so gonna do up a whole new blog skin and a total make over for my blog!:D
yay.^^

let's ignore the fact that my studies is screwed,
life's quite awesome.
nightstudy is fun too:)
dont get me wrong,
we do study!
just that there will suddenly be moments of laughter outburst.
LOL.
and i guess,its mainly cause of barry.LOL
barry if u're seeing this,
DO THAT AWESOME DANCE AGN,
RIGHT INFRONT OF THE TRANSPARENT GLASS WINDOW!:D
LOL!

k bye guys.
if u realised,its actually 2am in the morning now!:O haha.
bye

2010-08-09T22:56:00.001+08:00

Milly!^^ says (10:48 PM):
*last day of yog on 26 OF AUG!:D
{(brendon)} あなたが笑っている, それだけで笑顔になる says (10:48 PM):
*YES!!
Liyan! says (10:48 PM):
*so both yr bday
*gift
{(brendon)} あなたが笑っている, それだけで笑顔になる says (10:48 PM):
*means the roads will be free on that day!
Liyan! says (10:48 PM):
*is tix to that !! ;D hahaha
{(brendon)} あなたが笑っている, それだけで笑顔になる says (10:49 PM):
*means i can go out and eat some dinner with parents
*lol
*its at 7.30
*pm
*btw
*on a thurs
Liyan! says (10:49 PM):
*ya its okay
{(brendon)} あなたが笑っている, それだけで笑顔になる says (10:49 PM):
*sadly we have geog supp till 5

Milly!^^ says (10:50 PM):
*omg
*brendon!
*we have lessons till 5pm on our bday!?:-O
{(brendon)} あなたが笑っている, それだけで笑顔になる says (10:50 PM):
*yes
*sadly
Milly!^^ says (10:50 PM):
*D:D:D:D:D:
*what's the world coming to!!
Milly!^^ says (10:51 PM):
*:(:(
{(brendon)} あなたが笑っている, それだけで笑顔になる says (10:51 PM):
*geography
Milly!^^ says (10:51 PM):
*we must be excused
*lol
*LOL
{(brendon)} あなたが笑っている, それだけで笑顔になる says (10:51 PM):
*lol
*"ermm mr ng, can we not go for todays supplementary?"
*"why"
*"because its out birthday"
*"oh happy birthday. no

...in reality...
Mr Ng: oh happy birthday! sure milly.go enjoy urself!:)
you there.whatever your name is (brendon), no.sit down!

lol...

retarded triplet of mine!

2010-07-27T21:03:00.000+08:00

omgosh.
sometimes i just dont understand how to satisfy my mum!:O
here was what happened.

mummy: girl,can we leave the house earlier tomorrow morning?my work starts earlier tmr at 8.
me: what time?
mummy: latest by 7.10am can?
me (thinks to myself) : you dont need to say i oso need to leave at that time!
me : can.
mummy: you dont tell me can then end up never do.
me *thinks to myself again* : so am i suppose to say cannot!?:D
hahaha

my mum just now ask me to go mop her room during dinner
and she just came up,
without stepping into her room,
she told me: " girl hurry go mop the floor before your dad sleep!later he ...blah blah blah..."
me *looks at her for a moment* : i...mop...al..rea..dy!
mummy: good! *and quickly walks off*

HAHA!xP
my mum!:O

2010-07-24T01:11:00.000+08:00

VivaLaMusic!:)

its super awesome!:D
the whole atmosphere and all the performances put up was so impressive:D
not forgetting my right smacked centre seats thats damn good!:)

brendon's was 2nd performance and it totally blew our minds off!
HE PLAYED DAMN COOL!!
omgosh.
i never knew my triplet could play the drums that well and that cool until recently:D
he's my new idol!
haha!:P

xplizit dance really well with full of energy too!
all 5 members did well:)
i shan't even try to descibe how well it is!
its too good.haha
go fb to see the video if you're interested!:)
its great their hardwork paid off(:
Xplizit won for their category!:D
haha.

fenni won for diversity category!:)
haha and its no doubt hamzah definitely played a huge role in helping her!
of course,
she's super talented!
she wrote such nice song and sang it beautifully
but honestly, diversity category was a really tough choice to decide!:)

2010-07-13T00:27:00.000+08:00

today is a gd day!:)
more enjoyment, less work!(Y)

met up with zan for lunch before school started today.
had to go back to school for phys sup at 3-5.
well, as usual, we ate like super slowly!:P
if im not wrong, it was afew batches of people eating around us.
talking about slow eating,
BFF and i ate for 2 hours last fri at donut factory too!
LOL. is it just me, or my eating companion are food savourers too!:D
haha
ok i got the ans.
even if they arent, i'd eventually influence them to be.
one great example, my awesome girlfriend,mathea!haha!xP
i successfully made her eat her popeyes really slowly once!:D

haha..ok back to today,
lets skip the depressing phys sup session:/
went to bugis with BFF after school!:)
it was a super productive and satisfying shopping spree!:D
we didnt spend long there, but we got whatever we were there for.
a new wallet.
super pretty,super cheap!
$3.30 for each wallet.
how about that!:D
BFF and i caught out eyes on the same wallet,
so we got the same wallet together!:)
got one for jo too!:))
BFF and i also got necklace and earrings.
and all items we got today added up to less then $10 each!
awesome or what!:D
bugis street,its like paradise!:):)

HAHA.
yay.i just thought of a slogan for bugis street.haha!xP
oh yes,at there,
i bought this sour plum drink which was quite not bad too!:)
BFF said its the best sour plum drink she has ever drank!haha!

we left bugis super satisfied.
but on the way home,
my BFF was being really AWESOME to me on the train again!
like REALLY!
she said she'd LOWER the standard of SIM (which supposingly belongs to her)
just so i can enter!:(:(
and that she'll give me FREE admission
just cos she looks down on me that im too poor to afford to pay for my uni days!:(
HAHA.
im just kidding!:D

BFF's awesome:):)

2010-07-12T02:43:00.003+08:00

okays. what happened is that on satureday at my family gathering,

my mum suddenly organised this english idiom activity

where we were supposed to learn afew and fill in this worksheet that she made.

and my big bro was a huge joke!:O

HAHA!

let's let the picture do the talking!:)

my script.

my bro's script

(forgive for the portrait view. blogger has some problems:/)

"CROSS"your mind

rule of 'THUMB"

'BEAR' in mind

'read between the lines'

put your 'FINGER' on something

LOL. yes my bro is retarded!xD

2010-07-12T00:02:00.000+08:00

things as cute as this,
its worth buying without a reason for it
xP
haha..
yes i bought this little pooh bear keychain.
its awesomely cute!
but i still havent found a reason for it
except for admiration!:)
buts its ultra cute dont you agree!:D
Awww...:D

2010-07-07T18:54:00.007+08:00

Its ur imperfections that make you,
You.

2010-07-04T20:47:00.000+08:00

okay this is stupid.
my big bro went to buy macs for our family for dinner,
and i forgot to ask him to take the various sauces to go with the fries,
so i wanted to message my big bro this:
milly:korkor!(what i call my big brother)help me take curry sauce,mayo and swt and sour sauce!:D:D plus garlic chilli!

but because my big bro and 2nd bro's hp number is very similar
i mixed it up and msged my 2nd bro that instead.
and my 2nd bro, who was at the room next door replied me
2nd bro: Im not kor kor :) [and trust me,that:) is an evil smile!i noe my bro too well!]

anw,only then i realised i mixed up and replied my bro:
milly: HAHAHAHA! BYE ASS HOLE!:)

then on purpose, i sent another msg to my 2nd bro,
on the pretext that it was another mix up.

milly: korkor.ah hia(what i call my 2nd bro) say he dun wanna eat alr.dun nid to buy for him alr(:

then my 2nd bro relied: I dao you....

LOL. then aft that when my big bro came home alr,
i asked my bro if he received my msg which i later did send to him.
then my stupid 2nd bro who was there as well replied:" yes i did!"

lol. my 2nd bro is so idiotic.haha

then later on, i told my dad that my 2nd bro called me an asshole
and my bro's eye went super huge!
then my dad said," he even said he's gonna screw me!"
haha..then i laughed and took the cane,(which btw have been left rotting there for years!)
then i passed to my dad and joked to ask him to cane my bro
and my bro and i started acting super childishly.:O

when there's my 2nd bro,
all you get is just plain nonsense!haha\

im suppose to have studied today
but all i've achieved is just crapping with afew of my friends and bro.
this is not gd.:O
but only because there's an exam that im supposed to have been preparing.:/

2010-07-04T15:58:00.006+08:00

10th November!♥

1 year ago,
9th and 10th november,
my BFF was the best EVER!:D
love her to the max!♥

2010-07-01T19:16:00.000+08:00

i have to admit.
Albeit Einstein is a genius!
he is able to come up with theories by himself,
when i cant even understand these theories even when its explained infront of me.
what genius.
oh and i rmb my BFF saying she's gonna be like newton and come up with her own laws.
wait
i think she already has!:D
her law of amplification!:P
haha!

2010-07-01T14:00:00.001+08:00

I'd trade in anything just to see you back here again.
i really miss zhengxuan.
even weihong now is a changed person,
and i believe somehow it has something to do with zhengxuan that made that change.

you should have been here doing all these shitty midyear papers with us.
you should have been right there,
ranting together with us,
just how sickening the questions were.
you should just be here
and never gone.

2010-06-30T13:07:00.001+08:00

MATHS!:O
dont kill me please.
you know i love you!:/
at least i try to!:D

chem i (try my best) dont dislike you too!:P
love me!:D
HAHA

sorry.
this is another super random post
LOL
wellwell..
this is what happens when studies kill you!:/

2010-06-28T01:23:00.002+08:00

ok here's a super random comment

I love both my bros!♥

they're nice to me in their own ways

though they dont show it very much

i wont exchange them for anything!^^

2010-06-24T19:58:00.003+08:00

Memories.

exactly it is something gd?

Or just plain something to emphasize the fact of constant change in life?

No doubt happy memories.

But where are they now?

The little friends that were once your first few joy of life.

What happened to people that used to be your very best friends who would have gone through the world for you.
are they all still there?

People come,people go.

but Memories remain.

They may put a smile on your face when you think back and reminisce those enjoyable times

But no doubt if you think abt it ..

you may just never have back those days that you yearn for

So are memories a joy?
or something undesirable for?

For after all, if you have no memories of the past,

you may never know of what's changes and what's lost.

What u no longer have.

sad memories.
the scene of unhappiness and disappointments
on constant replay.
you may feel glad that tough patch was over.
but is the hurt still deeply etched in your memory?
is there a "delete" button in which you can reach out to?

but hey,
nevertheless,
memories are what makes you out to be who you are.
you learn from the past memories.
the hurt, the betrayal, the sense of lost.
whatever negativity there may be.
you know you'll do what you can,
to avoid it.
you learn from it.
you become a better person.
hopefully?(:
at least i know,
from all the unwanted memories i have,
they're all learning points for me
it ease the process of putting myself in others shoes when there's a need for me to(:

so memories.
good of bad?
you decide!:D

2010-06-22T23:29:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ASRAF!:D

haha.he wont see this post,
but im still gonna post it up anyways!:D

2010-06-19T01:26:00.000+08:00

Mathea's birthday celebration.
ok honestly we dint really do much.
met up with mathea, bryan hew and liyao
the four of us went ion swensens' for icecream buffet.
me and mathea did some rather embarrassing thing though!:P
but we know its worth the while right girl!:D
haha..

well we apparently forgot to take photo of all our icecreams!:(
as in all the rounds of it
we stayed in there for a few hours,
the guys were just plain too engrossed with their own itouch games :O
how awesome:/
after the buffet,
we were all so full and naturally..super tired!:P

after much complainings from liyao,
we decided to leave and go to fareast to get some stuffs :P

love you girlfriend!♥

2010-06-17T20:54:00.000+08:00

me n derrick were jokes today!
we had tuition at 230 tday n derrick said we shld go tuition tday on tym to get gd seats in class.
so he warned me not to be late.
at i reached at about 2 cause i wanted to get some food for lunch.
and when i was just about to take out my hp to msg and show off to derrick that i already reached,
at that same time,
derrick called and said in a showing off tone:
"I REACH ALREADY!"
and i went "ME TOO UH!"
and derrick was shocked.haha..
then we got food and ate lunch below our tuiiton,
and i refused to go up n eat cos i was so sure we're gonna be the 1st few
but when i went up,
guess what,
derrick and i were alr the last 2nd last ppl.
everyone already in there!
but this guy who came in right before me gave me and derrick sit at the better place.
and this guy is Ambrose.
lol.and thats where our nonsense started coming.
derrick and i were crapping abt him turning back to look at us.
then there's a point where i said
"Ambrose rly very nice leh.let us have this seats."
and that sickening derrick went:
"wah!so close already uh!call him Ambrose alr!"
lol...then after awhile, i said to derrick

milly:oh derrick! do u noe that botak guy ufrm my class!?
derrick: which one?
*milly starts thinking to herself" : yes! half way there! he's falling for it!

milly: the one results damn good one!alot As
derrick: ohhh!weihong uhh!!
milly (starts laughing): wah! you so close to weihong already uhh!!!:D
hahahaa and derrick got scammed!:D

we were totallly crapping abt him and his love.
see the nonsenses that he did! D:

and yes
we were SUPPOSED TO BE IN TUITION! D:
lol.joke.
i think the class hates us.
we cannot stop laughing! :P

but derrick, im sure sexy pants loves you no matter what!:D

2010-06-17T11:57:00.000+08:00

what i just read for geog:
in developed countries. where the number of vehicles and land use for transports are high.
there is higher rate of road accidents.
with majority victimised by adolescences.
sigh=/
it just had to happen to zx doesnt it.
:(
i really really miss zx alot:(
its been close to 2 mths since i last saw him already...
if only it was possible,
im sure all of us would want to turn back the time,
and we'd do whatever we could,
to stop all these from happening.
all that's left of him is memories and limited photos with him:( :(
but in which i will hold on to.(:

~~laoda, i miss you:(~~

2010-06-17T00:59:00.004+08:00

barry had a dream of zhengxuan afew nights ago.
15th june.
a really beautiful dream i feel. (:
sad yes. but beautiful.
barry and i decided to blog it up here.
1st to share with whoever is interested this dream(:
and 2ndly to keep it in somewhere we know we can always checkback.
my archieve!:)
BARRY RMB THIS DATE! 17TH JUNE.

"I dreamed

He came back suddenly with his black bag and slightly spiked hair

and school uniform

slight baggy clothes

we were all suprised

It was in a place i did not know

i remember that i have not seen this place before

of course

no one could believe it

i dont know what happened in the middle

dreams are elusive

but later

zx and me went out

just 2 of us

we ate lunch? dinner?

together

something i may never do

if he was still alive
i remember us having fun

then i asked him

about heaven\
and whether he was there

he said yes

and that there were tests

written tests

and that he was failing iti told him

to work harder

then it was time for him to go

again

i cannot remember where this was

it seemed along some...corridoor

he asked me if he should tell?

i do not know what he meant

maybe it was the girl he liked

i do not know

but i answered yes

then

it ends

i cannot remember anything else

dreams are so...elusive

thank you for what you have done for me my friend

thank you "

i miss him real badly!:(
and evryday i pray that he's somewhere out there smiling(:

2010-06-17T00:00:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MATHEA!(:

today's my girlfriend's 18th birthday!
yay!(:
girl hope you get lots and lots of presents and love alright!:D
here's another birthday kiss for you.
MUACKS!
hahahaha!:D

2010-06-09T00:16:00.000+08:00

Barry's a joke!xD

Pendragon says (10:53 PM):
*HEHE UGLYMUSCLEMANWOMAN
Milly!^^ says (11:01 PM):
*wheyyy!!!
Pendragon says (11:28 PM):
*HEHEHEHEHE
*okay la dun make fun of u =D
*cos like in all the shows the more i make fun of u the more you will love me ;D;
Milly!^^ says (11:31 PM):
*lol
*oh ..right~
*hahahaha
Pendragon says (11:31 PM):
*you love me?
*=P
*=PPP
Milly!^^ says (11:32 PM):
*LOL
*wad do u tink?
Pendragon says (11:32 PM):
*yes
*=D
Pendragon says (11:38 PM):
*HEE
Milly!^^ says (11:39 PM):
*lol.dream on k:)
*haha
Pendragon says (11:39 PM):
*=(
Pendragon says (11:40 PM):
*=((
*lol
Milly!^^ says (11:41 PM):
*lol
Pendragon says (11:42 PM):
*lol

2010-06-08T19:08:00.003+08:00

ok im on a blogging spree.
lol
too many funny things happening.
i just have to blog it out :D

today during breakfast,
i was at the dinning table with my dad and i was checking something on my handphone
then my dad saw this wall paper of mine.

and a hilarious conversation broke out.

daddy: who's that guy in ur picure?boyfriend?
me: huh!?wad boy?both girls luh!
daddy: is it!?
*daddy takes over my handphone and got a closer look*

daddy: so who's she?
me: one of my best friend.
daddy: which one?
me: one of the few best friends that i have luh!not lyk u noe them?
daddy: i mean which of the 2 girls here is ur best friend
*i looked up from my breakfast, and stared at him*
me: DO YOU KNOW THAT ONE OF THEM IS ACTUALLY ME!?!?

*daddy smiles and reached out for his specs*
daddy: is it!?!? but you dont wear specs whattt~
me: thanks uh! you dont even recognise your own daughter.
daddy*smiles cheekily* : so that ugly girl is you uh!?
me: wah! thanks! :(

so first my dad couldnt even recognise me
then he says im a ugly girl.
woah.
not only do i have awesome friends.
i have the BEST daddy too!(:
HAHAHA

2010-06-08T18:55:00.001+08:00

oh great,
now my other BFF
(best FREAKY friend),
thinks im a male too!:( :(

Pendragon says (6:37 PM):
*hehe bff so funnies
*musclemalewoman
*=DD
Pendragon says (6:47 PM):
*dont angry D:
Milly!^^ says (6:53 PM):
*OMG
Milly!^^ says (6:54 PM):
*BARRY!
Pendragon says (6:54 PM):
*DONT ANGRY D:D:D:D:

I have REALLY great and awesome friends!:O

2010-06-08T18:33:00.002+08:00

sitting infront of my window,
looking out,
i've spotted quite a few species of birds that came by.
and seriously,
it felt like i was in some kinda bird park!:O
hahaha
i took photo of them as though i was some paparazzi spying on them!:O

bird#1

cool looking bird:)

bird#2

parrot looking like bird

look at it.

it's bitting on a leaf

lol and i wonder why i am so amazed!:P

bird#4

yellow bird

can you spot the bird?:)

bird#4

now spot the bird again!:D

nah im just scamming you!

the last pic has no bird!:D

it was the end of my birdpark experience!xP

i actually saw a red bird too!

but it flew away before i could take a picture of it.

of course, i also saw the flocks and flocks of birds which flew pass in their usual v-shape pattern:)

p.s if you're wondering.

i am not a bird fan or something

its just so happen that bird park moved to my doorstep today!:D

2010-06-08T17:52:00.002+08:00

today, my BFF said i was a male!
she's a meanie!=(

Milly!^^ says (5:45 PM):
*bff
*the new iphone..quite cool what
*y u say ungly
*lol
**ugly
Liyan! says (5:45 PM):
*not nice!
*haha
*okok la
*all the ladies dont like
Milly!^^ says (5:45 PM):
*infront and behind hv e kind of special glass they came up wif
*lol
*ohh mann
*am i a male!?
Liyan! says (5:46 PM):
*HAHA
no la
Milly!^^ says (5:46 PM):
*yes u said that!
Liyan! says (5:46 PM):
*did you study D:
Milly!^^ says (5:46 PM):
*lol..u say leh
Liyan! says (5:46 PM):
*LOL
Milly!^^ says (5:46 PM):
*i cn suddenly come tell u e iphone quite cool.u tell me am i studying?
*studying iphone yes luh
*haha
Liyan! says (5:46 PM):
*HAHA
*i want i :D
Milly!^^ says (5:47 PM):
*but u're a lady and u dun like it!
*LOL

but come to think of it.
she became my BFF precisely cause she started off being mean to me
and it just keeps getting "better"
between us now,
there's no "asking nicely"
there's only staring with piercing eyes and expecting me to pass it to her
yes.
that pretty much how awesome my BFF is!:)

LOVE HER TO THE MAX!♥ ♥

2010-06-06T14:24:00.004+08:00

A baby mosquito came back after flying the first time.

His dad asked him "How do you feel?"

He replied "It was wonderful, Everyone was clapping for me!"

Now that's what is called Positive Attitude.

2010-06-03T09:29:00.000+08:00

yesterday was my mum's birthday.
spent the whole evening and night out with my parents.
caught shrek3D and dinner at some chinese restaurant which i forgot what's the name
the food was not bad.
the deco of the place was nice.(:
the movie was alright but the specs making me a bit headache.
was so irritated by the fact that the 3d specs is wayyy too huge for my head
i had to keep adjusting the specs when i was already freezing in there and didnt want to move!
haha.

2010-05-31T23:06:00.005+08:00

Being nice to someone you dislike doesn’t mean

you’re a fake.

It means you’re mature enough to tolerate

your dislike towards them.

2010-05-31T22:13:00.000+08:00

geog and maths lecture this morning.

i was 15 mins late for geog lect.:/

yes yes.terrible:/

ok lets skip the boring lessons part.

after maths lecture,

supposed to go lunching with mathea,

but well, her awesome and nice classmates ordered pizzas to celebrate the june baby's birthday.

so we waited in the canteen for the pizzas to be delivered.

after that,we walked pass the tennis court and saw asraf,sam and brendon playing tennis.

so the 2 of us went to join in.

i was a joke.

couldnt play.

so after awhile i gave up picking the balls and handed the racket to sam instead.

its of much better use to him!:)

haha

mathea enjoyed herself while i sat there listening music.

they played till the rain came and decided to stop:)

mathea and i then went off for our lunch.

popeyes!(:

i successfully made mathea eat the same speed as me

she.the monster who eats super fast.

ate as slow as me today.

lets mark today part of history!:D

haha

we had our girlfriend talk then set off to amk hub to buy some stuffs.

mathea wanted to buy her nail polish.

and i being an awesome girlfriend, became her demo-kit.

look at my colourful nails!xD

haha.day out wif my girlfriend was awesome :)

we kept laughing like mad on the bus.

simply cause she is such an embarassment!:D

i shall not post what the occasions are else she'll come right down to my house and murder me!xP

below are picture of my cute baby cousin cayden
and he's super cute.
me and my other cousin,lewis was putting the earpiece in our eats to listen to music
then he kept wanting the earpiece
he took it and put it in his own ears.
then after that took my itouch
to entertain him i let him see the photos.and surprisingly,
he knew how to scroll to the next photos!
haha

ok here's a cute story about him
my big bro was playing with him..pretending to bite him
and he kept saying" no! no!"
then my 2nd bro told him to say "dont bite me please"
cayden learnt and repeated.
but he couldnt pronounce it well.
so it turned out:
"dont bite me miss"
in a super super cute lil baby voice.
super adorable!:)

~~its an embarassing family that i've got here.~~

2010-05-30T21:29:00.000+08:00

2010-05-28T00:26:00.000+08:00

Gp exams was today.
well technically i didnt study much for it uh.
but honestly,
how do you study for Gp.
okay.just simply read.=X
i did try luh.
ended up dozing off as usual!xP

paper was...
hmm...
i honestly cant remember.
all i remember is i couldnt do AQ.=/

after paper,
lunched with zan.
jusacia(:
well we as usual took our own sweet time and ate rather long uh!xP
its alright.
GP passage today mentioned,
complex food are MEANT to be savoured SLOWLY!:D

and zan drew the ugliest thing that he could think of.
the ugliest thing i've ever seen!
LOL

its revolting isnt it!:O
haha
NONO!
my chinese name above DONT mean its me.
it was 2 seperate issues!xP

here!
the closer the view,
the uglier it gets!
lol

i then went on to bishan to meet my family for dinner.
they wanted to have manhanttan fish market,
but i wasnt hungry.
my dad still asked me to go along and drink something.
so yes i did.
i reached there 15 mins before hand and queued a seat for them for 15 mins!
just when i got the seats,
my family came.
awesome!x)

oh and my dad was rly being stupid.
haha
what happened was my bro and dad saw an accident on the expressway today.
and my bro wanted to mention to me
this was what went on.

bro: Eh you know we saw this disgusting accident on...
*my mum sitting beside me signaled to my bro to stop..*
(because of zx's incident)
bro: are you disgusted by suchs stuffs?
me (still very lost) : huh? what? no!?
*bro looks at my mum again and said to my mum*
bro: then what you signalling...oh!sry.
*bro looked alil guilty when he realised what my mum meant*
*just at this moment, my kaypo daddy cut in...*
daddy: TODAY, WE SAW A CAR ACCIDENT!
*bro and mum looks at him with a hopeless expression*
*i burst out laughing at my dad's retardedness*

haha.my dad is srsly..epic.
he had no clue what was going on between the whole convo,
except when he heard my bro stopped telling me the story,
he kaypo wanna cut in and tell me.
but not realising the reason why my bro actually stopped telling me the story.
haha.

after that we went to NTUC.
my bros grabbed all the titbits as thou they were hungry ghosts set on release!
as thou they were in some kinda titbit buffet!
scary honestly!(:
i bougth myself new shampoo to try.
hopfully the occurance of bad hair day for me decreases.
cause SOMEONE said my hair was BOOMZ when i had bad hair day!=(

2010-05-26T21:26:00.000+08:00

what i studied for GP today.
mass media.
not textbook study.
but studied it through practical means:
watching of youtube videos.
haha
sam,zan and i was supposed to study GP together in the classroom
but we ended up watching this hilarious woman.
and kept laughing non-stop.
seriously TOTAL JOKE.xP
sam and zan kept mimicking her.
and also kept replaying the joke parts.
lol
here's sam being a retard,
haha

2010-05-25T21:59:00.001+08:00

sometimes, happiness isnt everything.

love isnt just about that.

it isnt that simple.

2010-05-25T21:46:00.000+08:00

ok i've decided to post up all the random photos i took in our days in school.
photos i wanted to share long ago but i was just too lazy to upload it!:D
so here it is.

ok lets start off with the retarded things me and derrick would be crapping in tuition together!:D

haha.this came about when me and derrick was making fun of this person in our class.

and he's called lonely boy.

there was a period of time when everyone was using handphone smsing when the teacher left for a moment.

but this lonely boy was the ONLY person who's phone never rang.

instead was constantly typing into his calculator.

LOL

lonelyboy's brick handphone!:)

ok sam's name was just random.xD

can you believe that little keychain that derrick bought cost 10 bucks!?D:
and derrick claims that its a tou fu!
haha
i cant see that its a toufu
but it is cute no doubt!:)
IT STILL COSTS A BOMB DERRICK!
so lets see, with that ultra expensive toufu and his hp masking...
his phone accessories itself is near to a 100 bucks! :O

ok this is the day kelmond actually ate lyk a MONSTER!
he actually ate a comparable amount to shixun!xP
haha
thats a whole lot of food!

on the same day, barry was super excited.
cause he not only got to play SG majiong,
he got to play 4 all at the same time!:D

and yes it got him even more insane then ever!hahaha

totally hilarous!:D

ok now,
spot the odd one out in the photo below!:D
hahahaha!
ITS REALLY NOT THAT HARD!XP

and here's barry being a total seductive retard!xD

ok you have to agree with me that the below photo is total gayness!XP
hahahaha
ITS JUST SOOO WRONG!xD

ok this's the end.
i have to go do up my SGC.
time for some international disgrace:
~self-praise
:X

2010-05-19T23:11:00.002+08:00

THANKS BARRY FOR HELPING ME SAVE MY MINNIE BOTTLE K!:D

thanks for depriving me of the chance of buying a new one!
HAHA
im just kidding :)
thanks "BFF."

~best FREAKY friend~ haha! :D

2010-05-13T22:18:00.006+08:00

Instead of waiting for someone perfect,

Why not find someone who brings smiles and happiness to you.

2010-05-13T00:34:00.000+08:00

today had chem spa.
it was really alright.:)
i just wanted to post up this photo cos i think sam looks cute in here.
lol.
like a little boy!
aiyoyo..so old liao.18 this year still act cute uh efl!:P
HAHA

ok im off to rush out my maths 16D tutorial=/
way behind everyone!=(

2010-05-09T00:32:00.000+08:00

HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY!♥

had our little mothers' day celebration for all the aunts at my mum's side during family gathering.
and yes.as u can see,
we had 4 cakes!:)
2 from my aunt and 2 from my bros.
and i really think all 4 cakes look damn awesome and tempting!:)
so yes,
on this special day.
may all mothers' around be touched by their children and feel the love.
though i feel love and appreciation for your mom should be shown constantly everyday and not just on this day.
but still, do show then you appreciate them, at least on this day, if you havent on other days!:)

yeahs.
i do love my mummy too!^^

2010-05-07T20:23:00.003+08:00

i still remember,
when i was still in sec4,
many friends keep mentioning the negative things of going JC.
and that is that the friends there aint true friends,
that it was super competitive in there.
but you know what,
SO DAMN WRONG!:D

INFACT,
i feel super lucky.
to have a bunch of super super nice and caring friends around for me all the time.

ok firstly,
thanks, liyan,joanna,azizan,barry,kelmond,christopher and shengrong, for all the sticky!:D
i was so excited to receive so many!(:
yay^^
and of cos, thanks alot shixun, for your SUPER HUGE BAG of sweets too(:
6 years friends. your bad luck.HAHA

thanks everyone:D
all ur notes (no matter how short) and sweets totally perked up my spirits(:

and also thanks SR and taisoon for your comforting and encouraging letters(:
its really sweet of you 2 jokers.
can extend the 1 week pact of nt bullying me anot.
make it 1 month luh!:D
haha!(:

i've seen the stronger bond within 0924.
we've been there supporting one another through the past 2 weeks.
even the "outcast" is different now.
he's changed, he's nice now(:

zx,thanks.
you've changed yet another person's life.
through you, i've witnessed just how many people around are there to give me all the support i need(:

barry i bet you're definitely reading this,
you blog stalker.
haha
so yeahs,
i'll give you an official dedication of gratitude to you too k!:)
thanks alot for constantly asking if im okay.
AND I MEAN literally "ARE YOU OKAY!"
haha.
heard this 3 words and received sms from you with these 3 words..
like a thousand times already!:D
YES BARRY, I AM FINE!(:
BOTH physically and mentally now.
so no more worries!(:
thanks alot for your concern.
yes you're a great friend for wanting to PEI me to buy drinks
but not that a great friend to PAY me for drinks!
HAHA

okays,
anyways
i've officially stepped fown from badminton.
wednesday was my last match.
i wasnt feeling well on that day already.
so wasnt really able to breathe well during the game
i dont know if it was the right choice to continue playing.
i felt, as a team, i should continue to play on,
but on the other hand,
did i pull the team down with that mindset?
but well, mathea and bryanH said,
as a team, be it win or lose, we go through it all together.
so yeah, we did.
well, i know i did fight on to the ability i could.
so its alright i guess.=/

when i finished my game,
i immediately left in my parent's car to zx's funeral.
but liyan told me that he's buried already=(
so i guess i wasnt able to make it in time
but i guess its abit expected.
luckily mathea,zan and i went to see him for the last time at his wake before that.
anyways,
so my parents turned back and dropped me back off at tampines sportshall.
i went back to give the team my support.(:

hey nybt,
we've did well.
we've fought hard.
we've lost to our opponents,
but we've not lost to ourselves.
we fought as a team and that's all that mattered.
despite knowing we were facing tough opponents,
we still gave our all and for that,
i'm proud of us!:)
stepping down from cca dont mean we cut off ties from each other right!:D
just want to say,
i've enjoyed training with you guys,
going through all the tough trainings and especially tough physical trainings.
all the fun and laughters,
all the grumblings and all the singings to get through physical trainings.
woah.
just one word.
AWESOME(:
it's never been a regret joining nybt,
and its only cause you guys were there too(:
thanks for going through everything together!
loveyou!
and i still want our new badminton tee!:D
ps, i still think we've done up an awesome job for our banner and noticeboard eventually!
still think its damn nice!:D
haha.

ok this is lyk a super long long post,
but its to satisfy barry's crave for stalking my blog!^^
been sick the past 2 days,
and since today's lesson abit slack,
i decided to stay home and rest.
slept from 8pm last night all the way till 2pm this afternoon.
yes.
be shocked!:D
haha
anyways,
i woke up ,
my mum bought home lunch for me and brought me to the polyclinic.
my lunch was porridge.
and it tasted so heavenly.
i guess porridge will only taste SOO HEAVENLY
when one's sick.
haha
anyways i went to poly clinic,
waited for over an hour,
to see the doctor for less then 5 mins.
and he spoke less then 10 sentences.
i think even i spoke more then him
i was the one telling him my condition and not the other way round!
this was what the doctor said to me:
"hi,u r?
ok whats wrong?
hmm..let me check ur breathing.
open ur mouth.
say ahh
*i coughed badly*
you have alot of phlegm issit
ok go and collect ur med at pharmacy"

doctors nowadays.
just so awesome and so knowledgeble right!:D
SO UP TILL NOW,
i dont know what's wrong with me.
just simply,
sick.
LOL.

oh i have to post this up,
a super hilarious sms exchange i had with barry:
barry: milly you okay?

*milly replies liyan sms*
right after that, barry messages again

barry : hey milly:) you okay?

milly: hey barry!sry for late rply n dint ans ur call.slpt thru till now:P im much beta alr.fever subsided.at polyclinic now(: thnks for concern!(: hw's maths test?

barry: fail la:( get well soon:) sorry liyan nv reply you cos SHE'S playing sg majiong ( a game on iphone)

milly: ok.tell her its alright.SHE'S ALWAYS MY BFF THOU IM NTH COMPARED TO SG MAJIONG.loves her lots!BFF~^^ LOL! anw nvm abt maths.mr heng will understnd:)

barry: Lol! I lied. i was the one playing sg majiong :)

HAHA.
hilarious seriously, barry!:D

ps.
woah. my blog count is soaring!:D
is there so many people really so interested in my grandmother stories!?:D
thanks for ur concern people:)
or maybe just your kaypo-ness!
HAHAHA..
just kidding.
i know. CONCERN!:D
it sounds nicer!*winks*
haha..

i'm a lucky girl.

count my blessings

& never focus on unpleasant stuffs(:

2010-05-05T01:35:00.001+08:00

ok firstly i think i ought to thank my awesome friends around who's giving me the constant support,
constantly checking if im alright.
i was totally kept busy the whole of tonight
not doing homework
but cause i was caught in a serious dilemma and i was in such confused state.
and so, i dint reply eveyone who were online,
and also those who were msging me.
so here i am,replying to all your question as to how i am okay.

like i said, today was a emo day for me.
i burst out crying many a times.
not cause i couldnt accept his death.
but maybe simply cause i really miss him.
and not to mention all the other problems which adds on to it.
which of course seems minor as compared to the sadness i have towards his death.
but nevertheless, no doubt everything is piling up.

however, i know i'll always have the support of all my friends around me.
and i am ever so thankful for it all.
all your encouragements and comfort.
i know i never really reply some of your concern messages.
but dont worry, i know you truely care and worried.
i know my post a few days ago was super encouraging cause it seemed as though i've accepted it.
i guess my current state got mathea disappointed.
she totally reprimanded me just now over the phone lah!
LOL
but its alright.
i know she meants well.

when i came home,
first thing i did was to flip to the mortuary page and saw his photo there.
and i teared again.
cause such a charming face, such sweet smile.
(i have to admit they have seriously chosen handsome photos of him for the mortuary and at his wake.)
and yet, i'll never get to see it in real life ever again.
"...died peacefully on 1st may 2010..."
i never would have imagined that 2010 would be a year that i lose a friend.
one of the same age as me.
i looked around at other deceases.
they were all elderly.
my dear friend,he's seriously too young to appear on that page.
but nevertheless, i kept this page of the newspaper.

calmed down and went for dinner with my parents,
guess they were rather worried.
cause i spoke not a single word and at the side of my eyes,
i could see them observing me very concernly.
but doesnt dare to speak cause they clearly know whats wrong.
towards the end of my dinner, i got a message from my badminton teacher.
"tiffany isnt playing in your place for adiv game tmr. are you playing?"
and once again, i was caught inbetween a decision that i thought i managed to avoid.
then i finally spoke and seeked opinions of my parents.
their stand was that i had to fulfil my responsibility.
but yet, i know i wanna send off my dear triplet for the very last time.
came home,
i seeked opinion from bryan hew, mathea, shixun.
they all gave me different points of views,
WHICH ALL MAKES PERFECT SENSE.
and no doubt, i was all the more caught in a dilemma.
while on the phone with sx, it suddenly striked me an idea.
to play 1st doubles, then rush down to chua chu kang,
yes.its at opposite parts of singapore=/
so i finally got a plausible idea and decided to call mr foo.
that was like 11pm?
and woah i tell you, apart from that incident,
that mr foo brought up so many other issues and his long long theories and stories,
all the way till 1245am!
goodness gracious.
now for all those who were msging and msn-ing me.
you know why i ignored you.
it aint my fault.
mr foo was bugging me.
ok kidding,
but through our conversation,
he said certain things that were touching but yet made me feel super guilty of.
but no doubt,
i do feel slightly better now,
after talking about serious stuffs in badminton and not thinking about unhappy issues.
so yes, for now,
I AM FINE.

but when i came back online,
derrick gave me a super long conver to encourage me.
thanks derrick.:)
i am seriously feeling better.
no you dont suck at comforting others.(:

and to shaun,SR, barry,zan,joanna,mathea,shixun and liyan,
who were expressing their concern and showing me their support,
waiting for my reply,
which i didnt!=/
opps.
sorry to keep you guys worried.
i am alright now and my above lengthy words would explain all the ques u had.

SR and taisoon has a really cute way of showing their support for me.
but promising that they wont bully me for 1 week.
awesome ehh!:)

anways,
so i have decided.
i know he would want me to be playing and giving my best shot at tournament.
and i will play it for him, be it win or lose.
i will rush down as soon as possible,
my dad has been real supportive.
its his birthday but i wont even get a chance to celebrate it with him
thats another concern i have.
he'll be flying off to china at 5.30
but i'll only be done at 5.
i guess i wont be able to celebrate for him
im a terrible daughter.
its just that.
there's just so many things going on
that i seriously dont know how to handle well.

goodness.
its 1.30 am.
I NEED TO GO WISH MY DAD HAPPY BIRTHDAY RIGHT NOW!:)
yes i know, its suppose to be happy day for my dad,
but yet not happy one for my triplet
so im also confused as to how im suppose to be feeling!=(
i dint have the time nor right mood to prepare anything for my dad either =/

i'm leaving everything to fate.
as to whether i will be able to rush there in time for his burial.
zx, please see that i will be able to be there with you to send you off your last route here k.
must wait for me!=)

my life's in utter mess.

where to start now.

2010-05-04T19:48:00.000+08:00

sorry this is a super emo post.
posting helps ease my unhappiness,
so please skip if it's gonna affect you.

today's a very emotional one for me.
i miss you so much.
listened to not a single lesson today.
was in no mood at all.

SR ask me to talk to someone.
tell that person how i feel..
i'll feel better
but i seriously dont know what to say.
the fact that he's gone,he's no longer here,
its suffocating for me.
its really up and down.
at times i feel happy for him and feel i can accept this.
but yet at other times, i just burst out crying,
missing him ever so much.
wishing he's here to comfort me.
show me that sweet smile of his.

at this point of time,
seriously i dont need someone coming up to me adding on to my unhappiness.
can people just give me a break.
if you aint gonna be a support for me,
instead gonna show me attitude,
i thank you but just stay away.
i seriously feel even more suffocated cause of you.
i thought good friends are supposed to be there for each other,
and not do this to someone who's already down.
yeahs, you're upset, and why so am i not?
i am too for goodness sake.

its really a tough period for all of us right now.
i said im gonna be strong.
but give me a break,
i am but only a human.

a huge hole left behind.

2010-05-03T00:47:00.001+08:00

the irony of life isnt it.
he asked us to go for his church service many a times.
but we always gave excuses.
and now, we are all finally there.
just for him.
he'd be so glad to see us all there.
but sadly, he cant.

nevertheless,
we know he's at a better place and we've come to terms to it already.

today morning,
half of 0924 met up to go to his church.
his pastor gave us a full detailed story about his condition since day one.
i was calm through the whole delivery of incidence,
but after everything was done saying,
i cant help but broke down into tears.
saw photos of him along the side boards.
he looked so passionate and so cheerful.

we then saw through the photo collage for him.
the very first photo we saw,
we all broke down once again.
the people there were very nice and comforting.
service started soon after and we listened to the preach of their believe.
apparently the preach happen to coincide with death and we were told,
that he was on his way to his temporary home,
but now he is in actual fact in HIS real home.
this is his believe.
i respect it.
i believe in it that he is now in a better place.
that he's happy and he's better off staying here suffering.
i know for sure,
my dear friend have fought hard for his life.
he has.

after the whole morning of crying our hearts out.
upon stepping out of his church,
we all stood back up strongly and gave each other our very best support we could ever give.
we all had this mutual understanding and acceptance
that he's now in a better place.
that he still lives within our hearts and will never leave us spiritually.
yes we're all better now.
we're strong(:

we walked to junction8 for our lunch.
talked and ate.
i guess the support of friends is really incredible.
from the church, where all of us were crying our hearts out,
to j8, where we could all carry a smile on our face,
knowing safely that our dear friend is in good hands.

no matter where you are, just know that we'll always always love you.
i promise you that, i'll never forget ur smiles, i'll never forget u.
thank you for coming into my life.
and making an impact in mine.
i'm missing you, but i know, you're there(:
watching over all of us.
i'll keep that smile on, cause i know thats what you'll want!(:

whoever's still upset over this incident,
all i can say is this is a better route for him.
he doesnt have to stay on and suffer from the post accident trauma.
judging from his injuries, he'll most probably would have to suffer.
and so this is a better choice.
trust me, he's my triplet and he gave me this strong feel,
that he's at much ease now.
im comforted to know that.
so everyone of you reading this,
you've got to be strong.
for youself and for him.
he's a nice guy who will never want anyone of us to be upset over him.
its ok to miss him, we all do.
but we'll miss him with a smile on our face, and not tears streaming down.
cause that's the image he's stuck within us.
one with a pleasant smile.(:

you gave me strength to be this strong.

you taught me so much more.

iloveyou.

always.

2010-05-02T01:26:00.000+08:00

know why life is full of misery?
cos they bring away people who makes you smile.
one by one.
they just leave.

he's nothing but just a lil boy.
my only image of him, is all in smiles.
the way he makes fun of me, when he saw me in pyjamus.
when he called me a banana when i wore my yellow jersey
or simply just the way he enjoys and brings laughters during lessons.
i still remember,
he was the very 1st person to show concern for me when i got my pw results.
even before i got upset over it,
he was there to shower me with concern.
thats just him and he's just like that.
that awesome.

i miss you and will always love you.
i know you're relieved from the misery of life and im glad for you.
all my memories of you,
i swear will always be kept with me.
no matter where you are,
you're always always my triplet.
someday, just tell me you're happier then before.
and i'll be happy for you.

~~how i wish,~~

~~all these ate nothing but nightmare.~~

2010-05-01T01:39:00.000+08:00

the past week has been a really really crazy one.
i would say, probably one of the worst.
so many things that i had to deal with all at the same time.
but thankfully
i have super awesome friends around me giving me constant support whenever i needed them.
we are all upset, but we all have to be strong to push on okays!:)

for the 1st time,
i see EVERY SINGLE one in 0924 working together as one.
everyone putting in their sincere wishes and hopes in doing it.
even teachers are super understanding and compassionate.
we love and miss you..
my only image of you: smiles and laughters.

im so tired from all the random outbursts of...
gdnights:)

2010-05-01T00:09:00.000+08:00

woots!AFT LIKE SOOOOO LONG,
i finally got down to changing the photos at the side of my blog.
some photos just got to leave.
some just gotta be updated!:D
life moves on even when people moves out of ur life huh!=/

OK ON A HAPPIER NOTE,
that stupid joanna Ng tricked me today!
haha
IT WAS RLY FUNNY THOUGH!:P
i went to the library to find 0924 peeps.
was talking to liyan halfway and joanna suddenly said:
"hello?marion uh?ohh..milly?wait uh.."
*joanna passes me the ear piece.*
*milly wonders why she uses the ear piece and speaker to talk instead of directly using the handphone*
MILLY: " HELLO? ehh wait,jo y dun i just directly use the handphone!?"
*milly stretches her hands out about to pick up the phone...*
MILLY:" ehh?!?wait!"
*EVERYONE bursts out laughing~there was no handphone, just a ipod*

and yes, i got tricked by joanna ng!
LOL
BUT IT WAS A GD ONE.
i srsly dint see it coming!:)

phys spa today was rather alright.
thanks so so much to all my super awesome and helpful classmates who were so readily willing to help me clear my doubts!(:

2010-04-27T21:48:00.000+08:00

oh yeah. my racket broke when i was stroking.
before my match,shocked me.
it was after all the first time this happens to my racket.
just when i just chnged back to my matching grip.
my chio racket=(

sorry below are my rantings, just ignore if u aint interested.

i tried my very best.i did what i could.
i swear i did.
i have no regrets of the game, cause i know i pushed myself for what i could.
i am not expecting some kinda praise.
but how about some recognition that i've put in effort?
No. nt even close.
the moment i stepped out of the court,
i was slapped right on my face with a statement from my coach:
" i have to admit steph (my partner) , you played a great game.better then HER."
what the hell is with the sarcasm?!
how about some encouragment.
how about some "great job. good try."
i've never panted so hard in a game.
was never so determined to win that i actually felt the pain for each and every point lost.
when we lost, the disappointment was there.
all i needed was some encouragment.
but no, i just got a coach who insisted on accusations upon me.
he insisted i was fed up during my game
i swear i wasnt.
i controlled my temper.
i was just merely panting super hard.
was just merely giving a stern face cause all i had in my mind was to fight hard!
HOW IS THAT FED-UP!?
why is that wrong?

during the break of the game.
my coach intructed another way of playing the game.
i told him i wasnt confident of doing it.
he got mad and walked off.
game started, i tried his way of playing.
i ended up making more mistakes then ever.
it just dont work for me.
and so i made my own judgement and just simply played the best that i could to hold on the game as much as possible.
was it wrong again?
yes apprently to coach.
so much for fight hard.
so much for fighting on uh!

but 1 thing for sure i know,
we eventually did put into play what mr foo instructed and wanted us to do.
and that he was happy about it i suppose?
mr foo and coach just have such huge difference in the way they want us to play our match.
sometimes it really just confuses me.
mathea said to make our own judgement and do whichever makes things work for us.
mr foo's method worked for me.
but it obviously didnt work for coach.
having me getting blamed for.
做多错多
how true uh.
i take more shots.
and so i take the blames.
hias..

seriously, a million thanks to mr foo.
he wont see this but he's seriously a very awesome teacher.
a very encouraging one. a very passionate one.
never fails to make us laugh and never fail to spur us on.
he can be very naggy at times i know it all means well.
he makes me not want to disappoint him.
one word: BEST!(:

~~it turns out to be a very aweful day~~

~~i hate this.~~

~~& all the disappointments just keeps sinking in.~~

2010-04-25T13:37:00.002+08:00

2010-04-24T01:26:00.000+08:00

goodness gracious!
A div is arriving in less then 4 days!=/

1st match against TJ.
i heard its a tough sch with lots of seriously good players.
but whatever it is.
we aint giving up!:D
we aint going down without a fight right bryan.H!^^
haha

after training today was super hectic.
jo was waiting for me to change and everything.
i was rushing like a mad woman!D:
met up with zan outside LT and watched the filmfest with 0924 peeps!:)
well there was 3 shows.
but honesly,
i dint understand any of the 1st 2 shows!
all i know is there's some kinda love story going on up there.
while lots and lots of titbits are being passed around the whole row of us!
and all the packets always ends up with me.all stacked up.
all thanks to joanna and azizan luh!
they both trying to be funny!
keep stuffing all e packets to me
but its alright.
i enjoyed all the titbits!haha.
WAIT.
IM SUPPOSE TO BE TALKING ABOUT FILMFEST:D
yeah ok..then aft that it was a short break and it was finally time for what i've been waiting for.
film production 2010,staring SAMUEL ANG, SIM LIYAN, DERRICK TAN.
co-staring,KELMOND TAN,SIM ZONGYING,YIMEI, AND WEISIANG.
yep
the show was much better then the previous 2 uh!:D
the acting was way up to standard.
really great acting that they all have!
LIYAN was damn epic.
everyone burst out laughing at her expression when she was supposingly dead.
so in otherwords,
everyone literally laughed upon her death!:D
haha
its ok BFF.
i still love you.
die lesser,unless u wanna make ppl smile.HAHAHA

ok im dozing off alrdy.
super tired.
bye:D

2010-04-10T17:13:00.000+08:00

milly is super proud of herself:)
she gave her all for training yesterday!:D

haha
yeah totally.
first time for training in NY, my whole jersey was totally wet :P
and it felt really great.
suddenly felt very focused to improve and do better yesterday :)
pushed myself during the physical too.
even though despite my already aching legs.^^

but well,
other then training itself.
yesterday wasnt a really good day for me.
many things happened which caused me to be rather unhappy about :(

~~it just dont mean i have to take all the nonsense~~

2010-04-09T00:01:00.000+08:00

lol.gosh..my mum is seriously epic uh!
after coming home from dinner,
i saw a lizard on the wall and me, being someone who is disgusted by lizards,shouted out loud: " LIZARD!!"

and guess what my mum replied!

mummy: " wah. you so good girl uh! once you come home greet the lizard alrdy. when you come home you dont even greet me so loudly!"

LOL.
funny mummy!:p

2010-04-05T01:30:00.000+08:00

haha.see the epic of super mario~
i realised i cannot communicate with him online!=X
i always end up being lost!:P

PiNk     says (1:10 AM):
*milly called the kelmond smart
*eh wrong context
*iw anted to use
Milly!^^ says (1:10 AM):
*huh?
      PiNk     says (1:10 AM):
*pot callign the kettle black
Milly!^^ says (1:11 AM):
*LOL
      PiNk     says (1:11 AM):
*dat would mean u smart too
*cmi
Milly!^^ says (1:11 AM):
*lol
*im lost

ps. im gonna post up about batam.but less then halfway thru.give me time!:)

2010-03-31T22:36:00.000+08:00

OMG SUPERMARIO~

OK YOU ARE BEST K!:)
i was like super shocked and super touched when i saw your post.
LOL
I WAS JUST KIDDING LUH OMG!
i nv ignore you for no reason.
I just merely ignore you for REASONS!:)
hahaha.kidding!^^

omg these are things that make me laugh and love 0924 TTM!:)
THANKYOU.
& now i all the more cant bare to leave for batam!:(

2010-03-29T23:09:00.001+08:00

hello world.
LOL
I HAVE TO SHOW YOU GUYS SOMETHING.

PiNk says (11:06 PM):
*muacks

omg.
supermario apparently loves me!^^
hahaha

SUPER MARIO SUPER CUTE SIAA~
*yes we all know the trueh!^^*

OMG! THIS IS FREAKY!
just before i entered back to this page to do some editing of this post,
i was directed to this page which advertised
"PLAY SUPER MARIO ON..."
oh gosh!
HAHA! cool~

2010-03-29T21:15:00.006+08:00

LIYAN I LOVE YOU BFF!^^

2010-03-28T14:05:00.000+08:00

i swear i've been trying whatever i can the moment i realised something went wrong.
i know it may be late.
but i am still trying nonetheless.
all i can say is that you are not someone insignificant.
im really sorry for the little things that i did that caused unhappiness to you unknowingly.
i really never meant any of it.
just want things to go back to the way it was.
is it just so hard.
it takes effort from both.

sigh.

2010-03-27T23:40:00.000+08:00

OMG!
I MANAGED TO GET "A" for standing broadjump!!^^
190 cm.
and i think the credit goes all to MATHEA GOH!:)
she totally gave me the motivation and encouragement that i could do it!(:
WOOTS.
ok im sorry if it seems like i am showing off here or anything.
i am just really happy
cause this was the only station that prevented me from my fullscore for napfa =(

okays anyways,
i went to bed half asleep last night
so i didnt manage to set alarm before i went to bed=X
thank god i got my bro to wake me up beforehand.
he got me up only at 745, which is the time i was suppose to leave house.
so i was seriously rushing like a mad woman this morning.
went sch with a super messy hairstyle.
haha
but well i did manage to reach in time.
napfa was alright for me
got my perfect score so far(:
1 more to go.
2.4 run.lets hope nothing goes wrong please.
mon morning 7.15 am!:O
insanely early!=(
i'll still be half aslp!

OK ANYWAYS,
after napfa,
liyan and i went find kel,sam and brendon to go eat together.
shaun was around too:)
we went macs to eat.
and guess who ate finish the last AGAIN=X
haha
OK NOT SURPRISING!:D
sry luh.
but it was super hilarious,
the way brendon nibbled on his food just to keep pace.
sam too.
the slowest i have seen him eat.
HAHA

went back to school to slack alil at LT4 while xplizit was busy with promotional filming.
went off soon after:)

2010-03-27T23:12:00.000+08:00

okok. i shall post before my last visitor barry stops coming alrdy.
by then my blog is officially dead!=(
MAN! okays.
today is a ultimate screw up/ embarassing day for me=/
made a fool of myself like tonnes of times.
of cos, some of which are hilarious!
haha

was having meal with liyan, samuel and kelmond after bai yun gang.
and i happen to hear him suddenly said out:
"ah hello!?blah blhblah...wad time u coming back!~
i was looking at my food(staring dwn at it) , wondering who is tht.
why sam so rude to him/her.
and suddenly decided to look up to sam.
and saw the hand that is to his ears clenched.
with the other that is down holding on to his handphone.
i stared at him for a moment, and went..
"YOU ARE NOT ON THE PHONE!?"
and sam started laughing at me=X
yes apparently he was just talking to himself.HAHA

training today was slack.
played games only
but really good games.
was on form together with my girlfriend mathea!^^
NICE ONE.

caught bai yun gang together with kel,liyan,sam,fel,zhiyun,jixin and wei lun.
sam,kel,liyan and i were practically lost through the performance.
either its normal to not understand it,
or our chinese really cannot make it.
haha

okays im tired.
napfa's tomorrow.
so not prepared one bit.
oh wells.
LETS HOPE I CN DO STANDING BROADJUMP!=X

~~im seriously affected by you.~~

~~but you dontwant to tell me whats wrong :(~~

2010-03-18T22:29:00.001+08:00

ok i have a conversation between me and my mum to share.
it totally hilarious.

so what happen was..
in the afternoon,
my parents and i were discussing whats for dinner
that my parents would prepare dinner and stuff

but then, later on, they ended up going out shopping
leaving me alone at home..
and up till 8 pm they were still no where to be seen.
and so i texted my mum...
look on for the conversation.
it's self explainatory!:)

& yes they came home right aft the ding-dong.

LOL

2010-03-14T00:04:00.003+08:00

gosh i havent been posting much lately huh!=(

i really wish i could but i somehow keep getting too preoccupied with other unneccesary stuffs.
someone should really slap me awalke to focus on my studies=(

and somehow or rather
i dont know how things got to this stage.
even without me realising it
as in. certain things really do take a change without anyone even realising when it took place.

yes disappointed=(

2010-03-06T01:23:00.002+08:00

OK I HAVENT BEEN POSTING FOR THE LAST 2 WEEKS ALREADY I THINK?
BUT I SHALL FINALLY HAVE A NEW POST WITH REGARDS TO...

XPLIZIT being THEONE!!!:D
SIMPLY AWESOME JOB MAN!^^

kelmond, samuel, azizan, mustafa, bryan and wei lun.. YOU GUYS ROCKED THE STAGE!:D
literally!:D

i am damn happy that they won!woots!:)
their effort did not go to waste!^^

oh and there after, bryan and ahseng decided to be gays in my mum's car.

2010-02-14T20:14:00.001+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYONE!:)

took lots of photos today.
went for visitings the whole day.
it was rather awesome:)
ate too much food already though!=(
LOL
erM,
an accident happened today that made me really guilty though.=X
but its better now.
all in all,
today is still an awesome day.
totally love chinese new year!:D

gathering at my grandma's house tomorrow!
playing with my cousins.
YAY^^
more photos uploaded on facebook.
i cant possibly upload them all here!=X
its way too much!
haha.

CLICK HERE FOR MORE CNY PHOTOS!^^

2010-02-14T03:08:00.001+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR &

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!

YAY! its chinese new year again!:D HAHA

OMG I AM TOTALLY EXCITED FOR IT!:D
heh^^
new clothes and house visitings here i come!(:
had my reunion dinner just now with my family.
it was ok but i ended up being super full after that!:)
and i'd rather have my steamboat! D:

oh and i just realised that i STILL HAVE NOT OPENED MY ANG PAOS FROM LAST YEAR!!LOL!

2010-02-13T00:26:00.002+08:00

ok note to self.
never share anything to my family.
never give my opinion.
& just simply dont give a damn!-.-

2010-02-12T23:12:00.000+08:00

ok.I CAN FINALLY BLOG!:)
i've really been wanting to blog the past whole week!
but i was just so busy doing every other thing.
actually it was more of busy chatting with people online!=X
haha

FIRST THING FIRST,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY FELICIA!:D
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY SIMON!:D

today have been a really rushed day for me.
early in the morning,
i on my way to school,
i had to go serangoon central to buy fel's cake.
was supposed to meet the badminton peeps to write simon's birthday card.
but i had to get fel's cake. so i didnt meet them=X
anyways,
marion and weikee met me at serangoon central to get felicia's b'day cake.
thanks marion and weikee!:)
while choosing the cake,
mr lim called to ask if i could pass him the cake at that point of time cause i asked to borrow the staffroom's fridge.
(at the point of time, it was 7.30am~ supposed to be in school already)
so i was like..OMG!>.<
no idea what to reply him. how to tell him that i was still not in school!=X

by the time we passed to mr lim the cake and went to the hall,
we were already too late and was stopped by the house exco.
KELMOND, SHAUN AND NOVIANA.
lol. and i told kel and shaun that if they dont let me in,
i am not giving them their gift.LOL
obviously i was kidding.
ok in the end i was treated like some smuggled goods and got in(:
YAY!(:

anyways,
i spent the last 2 nights preparing the valentines' gifts for all my close friends :)
it really takes alot of effort and time =D
just hope they like it :D
and so i had to go around finding my friends in school today to pass them the little gifts(:
but i am still sad that the balloon that i got the girls kept bursting and deflating=(

after the performance,
i was running around the hall and school to find my friends to pass them the gifts,
then after that rushed down to the canteen just in time for celebration of fel's birthday!(:
took some photos and rushed off to pass chocolates to my OGM
rushed back to the canteen,
ate fel's birthday cake and then waited for mathea to go to the gym for badminton gym workout.
we were like super late already.
then i rushed to change and then started the exercises.

then simon said he had to leave soon,
so i quickly went to mr loo's office to write on his super huge and pretty birthday card,
got the cake ready and then gathered everyone.
and sang birthday song once again.
ate birthday cake once again.
haha
how often do you celebrate 2 seperate people's bday and eat 2 different cakes all in such a short period of time.
then after cleaning up,
everyone left except mathea, bryan hew, liyao and me.
so we camwhored aliL ;)
then mathea and i went to wash/clean up already.
and i had to rush off to meet up with 0924
in a sense part of celebrating for fel(:

and here comes the epic part!
i called liyan to ask where they were.
she said DhoubyGhaut and she asked me to take circle line to bishan and change to red line.
but i wanted to go serangoon central's SKP to buy another balloon for liyan
(cause like i said it kept bursting..the one i originally gave liyan had a hole )
yeahs.
then i ended up going to serangoon mrt to take the mrt.
and i only remembered Ly saying that i had to take circle line,
so i just followed blindly.
took circle line to bishan, ONLY TO SUDDENLY REMEMBERED THAT PURPLE LINE GOES TO DHOUBY GHAUT DIRECTLY!
argh.
i am like super dumb.
fancy going a big round!><

anyway so i met some of the 0924 peeps there and we headed to plaza sing to catch a movie.
PERCY JACKSON!
really awesome movie.
A MUST WATCH!:)
i sat beside inbetween joanna and barry
and i think it's their misfortune!
LOL
i was like anti-climax for joanna.
LOL
there is this part when this woman blew up the door to walk through.
and i went " she could have just opened the door..."
and also this part where the "god of water"could downsize...
i went :" hydrolysis.."
LOL
i was seriously just totally crapping man.

towards barry,
i was like disturbing his show.LOL
initially i was like asking him in the middle of the show what certain things meant..
LOL
sorry barry.HAHA

well,
after the movie, we walked around PS.
kel wanted to walk around to buy a pink shirt,
and when we went pointing out to him when we saw pink shirts,
he said nevermind, he wanna find a bag instead..
then as we walked around trying to find,
he then wanted to sit down for an ice cream.
awesome.he wants everything!
KELLU,MAKE UP YOUR MIND MAN!LOL

anyways, they settled down in macs.
i sat there awhile and left soon later as i had to come home to help out with spring cleaning.
my mum successfully made her reverse psychology work on me!:(
haha
i have successfully packed my room nicely and helped cleaned all the windows and mirrors in the house:D
YAY!:D

ok pics are up !:)

FELICIA'S BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION!

SIMON'S BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION!

RANDOM CAMWHORING!(:

OUTING AT PS!

valentines gifts from my awesome friends!:D

thanks felicia for you pretty & delicious cupcake!:D

thanks liyan for your really sweet note:)

thanks zhengxuan for the comforting and sweet note too:D

thanks bryan for the rose :)

all and all,
it's been an awesome day!:)
THANKS EVERYONE THAT MADE MY DAY :D
loves:)

& my 2nd bro is back from BMT for CNY...BOTAK!:)
HAHA.
bt he still looks quite good :)

2010-02-01T23:38:00.001+08:00

THIRD DAY OF ORIENTATION!:D
it was awesome!:)

day started off with mass dance.
then after that when we were supposed to move out for activities,
i shouted conner 8 OII.
but none of them reacted to me.
probably cause they still not in the mood yet,
but just so happen daryl was around.
and he started laughing damn loudly. it was super paiseh can!

then after that i told my og cnt like that paiseh me.
and guess what.
they really did not fail me!:)
man i got a bunch of awesome OG!(:

today i am seriously proud of them all!:D
yayness!:D

today was super fun making fun of Mr. Over-enthu!:D
the bunch of anti-mr over enthu peeps.
DAMN EPIC CAN!:D

Mr epic gl kia (daryl)
Miss epic fail girl ( me)
Mr epic bitch ass (derrick)
Mr epic suan kia (shaun)

YAYNESS.
founder of this club.LOL

we found joy in IRRITANTS.

2010-02-01T00:53:00.006+08:00

Sometimes people put up walls

not to keep others out

but to see who cares enough

to break them down.

2010-01-31T01:08:00.000+08:00

make a wild guess, is that joseph or christopher!?
HAHA :D

joseph / christopher is really comical.
as in he or rather actually really BOTH of them can really make people laugh without even realising it.
they're like super blur can?HAHA
IN A FUNNY WAY.

anyways,
i am like tanned nw.
after a whole day of standing under the scotching sun yesterday for orientation.
i like in a sense.
but just dont like the fact that i now have two shades of colours on my thighs and feet!=X

had dinner together with mathea after sentosa.
was feeling alittle tired and down, but thankfully she was around to perk and cheer me up.
probably the water which we bought at vivo also played a part.
i was literarily dehydrating!=X
heh^^

well,
today i am like super tired.
no idea why.
my mum just said sun tanning would make one really tired.
so i guess thats it.
>.<

anyways there was birthday celebration for my 2 lil cousins today :)

& yes i was wearing a tiara cause it was supposingly a "princess and prince" party.
LOL
but no, not i enthu,
my mum just slot it on my head!HAHA

2010-01-29T00:10:00.001+08:00

why do you always make me feel like shit!

2010-01-28T22:51:00.001+08:00

1st day of orientation for the J1s today!:)
it started off with all the admin stuffs.
i was short of $10 for the collection of money!=(
ended up having to fork it up.
joseph and johnathan split the cost with me.
thanks!;D

anyways, my group started off alittle quiet and stuff
at one station, when the game master asked for a cheer,
it was practically just us the OGL cheering,
with the other 4 groups looking and laughing at us.
i felt damn paiseh !
THEN I DECIDED TO TALK TO MY GROUP.
and fortunately it worked
yayness!:)
there after, they were super on when it came to cheerings.
i shouted till my throat is gonna burst.
i shouted till i went off tune.HAHA
but yes. it really paid off and i am super glad!:D

oh and joseph is just seriously damn funny!
the way he just keeps entertaining my nonsense!
HAHA.
plus daryl, dunya and shaun who kept laughing at my ogm!D:
horrible guys!
HAHA

i really hope tomorrow will be a much better day!:)
and i totally have to take photos!=:D

i have to really stop getting affected by you!=(

2010-01-25T23:17:00.002+08:00

Its just these little actions that makes it so insulting.

2010-01-24T23:32:00.000+08:00

2010-01-24T23:30:00.002+08:00

2010-01-24T22:42:00.000+08:00

OMG!
i spent my whole weekend shopping!!:D
haha
but i totally enjoyed it!
I HAVE FINISH BUYING MY CLOTHES FOR CNY!:D
INFACT, WAY MORE THEN WHATS NEEDED!:D
haha
YEAH. my mum passed me her ATM card the whole of the weekend.
and i literally splurged on clothes and stuff!:D
ok.
liyan and derrick knows exactly how crazy it was.(on sat only)
mathea knows how terrible it is for the whole weekend!~
HAHA!
anyways,
mathea accompanied me shopping today!:D
yayness!:D
haha
we went to bugis street.
it was super crowded!D:
but im super glad i got to buy what i wanted!:D
hehe
EXCEPT MY BACKPACK!!
OMG!
I WANT IT SO BADLY!D:

anyways, mathea recommended me to something rather delicious for lunch today:D
yummy!
haha
i will definitely buy it again
but not so often.
its seriously fattening!LOL
mathea's dad is gonna kill me for encouraging her to buy her skirt and trying on her jeans.
but my mum is gonna murder her several times for making me spend another $100 today!
and also encouraging me not to return my mum her card!LOL!
ok. just some little pics we took!:D

OMG! LOOK AT THE AMOUNT OF THINGS I BOUGHT!

2010-01-22T23:03:00.001+08:00

outing with liyan,derrick,kelmond and marion was super awesome :D
we went to wheelock place to have our sakae sushi! :D
walked around ion before buffet timing started
and we decided to randomly take things and take photo with it.
i think the shop owners must hate us.
LOL

but yes we do not care :D

haha.
liyan, me and derrick caught our eyes on clothes while shopping but none of us ended up buying any:D
we also finally bought cookie drink!:)
something i kinda owe derrick super long!(:
(derrick, dont have to pay me for that, i owe you rmb!)
yeahs, the drink was super awesome!
the five of us shared 1 miserable ("JUMBO") cup, but everyone was so addicted to it :D

we also went borders wanted to spend away that $15 credit in my card,
but liyan and derrick refuse to let me buy them the pouch that I AM SURE THEY WANT!=(
i did get kel a pink pencil case though!:D
kel must use it k!
my love token*winkwink* LOL!
(wait dont puke, i puke 1st!)
HAHA
talking about that, kel and I "happen" to wore the exact same colour outfit.
couple tee.LOL
(but kel, we know that we did arrange it right!LOL!*winks)
derrick,liyan and marion on the other hand wore trio tee:D
3 of them wore black.
LOL.
DIRTY BLACK vs CHIO PINK! :D

ok.back on track..
erms..yeahs.once we entered sakau sushi,
we, or rather more of me and derrick.started to spam insanely on the food.
he ordered a super huge quantity of food from the electronic menu.
while i practically grabbed everything on the food travellator that came pass me.
i bet the costumers behind our table must hate me!:D HAHA

ok the meal was simply awesome!

seriously!

the food are all super delicious!

THE COMPANY WAS PERFECT TOO!:D

we kept laughing throughout the whole meal.

laughed till my stomach cramp.

(STOMACH cramp, not menses cramp hor kel!)

LOL

yeahs, but unfortunately something did spoil our mood.

the sickening waiter/waitresses there.

ok i dont want to elaborate on it.

(refer to derrick's blog for more bitching of them)

but in a way, the waiter brought us more laugher.

he was a huge joke.

nightmare boy's brother!D:

we were all super full after 1 hour but we had another 2 hours to go.HAHA

so we refused to leave and sat there:)

watched nightmare boy video.

totally freaky.

then after that we went off to APPLE shop and i practically walked round the shop like 4/5 times cause there are lunatics there who refuse to leave cause everything was just so mesmerising to them!:D

HAHA

OHH! and we plucked in my itouch to the player there and watched the house exco open house dance video there!

LOL

super cool.

soon we left there and decided to enter bodyshop.

all of use left the place as a fruit tree again.

i seriously think we'll be banned out of body shop one of these days!D:

we keep going in, spamming on their "try me" products and leave smelling like a fruit tree.

what to do when NYJCians are so obedient!?:D

Oh and liyan went to this optician to test her eyesight.

one of it has 100degrees=(

i bet she's super upset=(

take good care of it ok liyan!:)

mean while, while kel and derr kaypo-ed inside the room while liyan tested her eyesight,

marion and i stayed outside. while i entertained marion with my retarded looks of wearing those super ugly specs there!:D

HAHA

after that me and marion left already since i had to meet my family at queensway shopping centre.

had a rather nice talk with marion on the way there though!:D

HAHA

THANKS MARION! FOR ACCOMPANYING ME ALL THE WAY INTO THE SHOPPING CENTRE!:D

from the bus stop we walked till the super far away destination,

while walking, we kept seeing that same 2 girls around us.

super coincident.but nt in the good way.

yeaps. thats the whole day.

i shall just spam the rest of the photos!:D

2010-01-22T12:33:00.000+08:00

YAY!!^^
OUR BLOCK TESTS ARE LIKE FINALLY FINALLY OVER!!:D
though i did not really study very hard for it lah.
and i know its gonna fail really badly!=(
haha
just that it was so torturous not being able to do what i wanted just cause it makes me feel damn guilty.
HAHA.
ok. i am suppose to go out with liyan,kelmond, derrick and marion to queensway for our bags and for sakae sushi buffets!:D
BUT YES. i am now still in school after 1 and half hour after my exams ended.
cause they ARE STILL having house exco meeting and marion going some coucil stuff.
derrick is supposed to bring magazine for me but apparently HE FORGOT!! D:
yes.
so the pity but super free milly is now here at the school library waiting for time to past!
the stupid school do not let me access youtube to watch HPTX!

2010-01-21T23:54:00.003+08:00

i never should have expected so much.
& so i brought about this unhappiness to myself!-.-

you dont even know how it feels please.
dont act like you do.
cos YOU DONT.

& omg.
my tagboard is taking such a long time to load.
i am gonna change to cbox!=X

crap i dont even feel like______ anymore

why am i always being treated this way!-.-